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Tiffany Gutierrez

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Hello, I'm Tiffany. I'd like to share some important details about myself in this bio. My mother and I moved to the United States when I was a young child, making us first-generation U.S. citizens. As a woman who has experienced vulnerability and a lack of voice while growing up, I am passionate about using my experiences to help others. My goal is to become a therapist and a school counselor, where I can advocate for children's mental health in our school districts. Education has been a crucial part of my life and has helped me overcome various challenges. I take pride in gaining new experiences that will be useful in my future career. Despite facing numerous obstacles, especially coming from a low-income background with a single parent, I am grateful for my life and proud to emphasize the significance of overcoming adversity in education.

Education

Azusa Pacific University

Master's degree program
2024 - 2026
  • Majors:
    • Clinical, Counseling and Applied Psychology
  • GPA:
    4

Otis College of Art and Design

Bachelor's degree program
2018 - 2021
  • Majors:
    • Fine and Studio Arts
  • Minors:
    • Teacher Education and Professional Development, Specific Subject Areas
  • GPA:
    3.8

North High School (Bakersfield)

High School
2012 - 2016
  • GPA:
    4

Miscellaneous

  • Desired degree level:

    Master's degree program

  • Graduate schools of interest:

  • Transfer schools of interest:

  • Majors of interest:

  • Not planning to go to medical school
  • Career

    • Dream career field:

      Mental Health Care

    • Dream career goals:

      Child Therapist in School District and Private Practice

    • Substitute Preschool Teacher and Infant Care

      ChildCare Careers, LLC.
      2023 – Present1 year
    • Before School/After School Child Care Teacher

      Young Men's Christian Association
      2022 – 20231 year

    Sports

    Karate

    Club
    2011 – 20121 year

    Research

    • Liberal Arts and Sciences, General Studies and Humanities

      Otis College of Art and Design — Undergraduate Student
      2021 – 2021

    Arts

    • Otis College of Art and Design

      Painting
      Studio I, II, III, Professional Practices.
      2018 – 2021
    • Senior Studio I & II Exhibitions from Otis College of Art and Design

      Painting
      "Bloom Where You're Planted"- 2020 "Cubrete Ahorita"-2021
      2020 – 2021

    Public services

    • Volunteering

      Young Mens Christian Association — Assisting with student's homework and outdoor play activities.
      2016 – 2016
    • Volunteering

      Palmcrest Grand Assisted Living , Long Beach, CA. — Nurse Aid and Yoga Wheelchair Instructor
      2015 – 2015

    Future Interests

    Advocacy

    Volunteering

    Julie Holloway Bryant Memorial Scholarship
    Growing up in a multiracial and multilingual environment has shaped my identity in profound ways, starting from a very young age. At two years old, when children typically begin to verbally communicate their needs, I faced significant language challenges. I was born in Japan to a Peruvian mother and a father of half-Brazilian, half-Japanese descent. Though my father left when I was an infant, my mother was determined that I learn Spanish. However, due to the multicultural environment around us, by the age of two, I was speaking a mixture of Japanese, Portuguese, English, and Spanish. One day, I suddenly stopped speaking altogether. Concerned, my mother brought me to a doctor and a clinician, where she was told that I was linguistically confused, struggling to make sense of the different languages I was hearing. As a result, I remained largely silent until the age of four, when we moved to Peru to be with my mother’s family. It was in Peru, from preschool to second grade, that I finally began to speak Spanish fluently. But my linguistic journey didn’t stop there. While I lived with my maternal family in Peru, my mother was in the United States, working to secure my visa so I could join her. At eight years old, I moved to the U.S., where I faced the challenge of learning yet another language—English. Adjusting to a new country, culture, and language was overwhelming. The schools were bigger than what I was used to, and I didn’t understand the children or teachers. Even my clothes stood out, as I had to adjust to wearing casual outfits instead of school uniforms, which added to my sense of being out of place. These experiences pushed me into a period of silence and depression. However, after about a year, I started to pick up words and phrases in English, and slowly, I found my voice again. With time, I began to communicate with classmates and teachers and advocate for myself. My mother played a crucial role in this process. She was firm that at home, we would speak only Spanish, and outside the house, I would use English. She also discouraged me from using "Spanglish," believing that mixing languages would only confuse me more. Navigating three different languages and cultural environments within the first few years of my life was overwhelming. Yet, this experience taught me the importance of language as a tool for self-advocacy. My mother always emphasized that knowing the language of the environment you’re in is the key to defending yourself and thriving. Her resilience is a constant source of inspiration to me—she learned Japanese simply by listening to music and conversing with people, and she picked up English in much the same way. Similarly, my father, born in Brazil, had to adapt to life in Japan as a young adolescent. These experiences are part of who I am, and I am proud to share them with others. Learning multiple languages has given me not only the ability to connect with people from all over the world, but also a sense of strength and self-assurance that comes from overcoming challenges.
    Mental Health Scholarship for Women
    Growing up in the United States with my mother, us being first-generation U.S. citizens, I felt a profound cultural responsibility to succeed. I was putting endless effort into my academics for myself and my mother, as she sacrificed so much to provide me with life-changing opportunities. My upbringing instilled in me the values of perseverance, resilience, and empathy, but it also brought challenges that had a profound impact on my mental health. Living with a single parent was challenging. While it motivated me to become independent and driven, it also brought significant stress into my academic life. My mother worked tirelessly, often struggling to make ends meet, even selling her gifted jewelry from living in Japan to pay rent. Her stress became mine as I felt immense pressure to succeed, knowing my future depended heavily on my academic achievements. While my dedication to education allowed me to excel in school, it also took a toll on my mental health. The constant pursuit of perfection became overwhelming, and the stress of balancing academic responsibilities with the difficulties at home made life increasingly challenging. As we moved from one low-income neighborhood to another, instability became a norm, and I struggled to find balance. The pressure to meet high expectations, both self-imposed and culturally driven, led to moments of anxiety and self-doubt, making it difficult to maintain emotional well-being while focusing on my studies. The toll that stress and mental health took on my academic performance was significant. Sometimes, I felt overwhelmed by the weight, unsure if I could continue pursuing my dreams. I realized that if I did not prioritize my mental health, I would not be able to achieve the goals I had set for myself. It became clear to me that, to succeed both academically and personally, I needed to take intentional steps to manage my mental health. One of my most important decisions was incorporating healthy coping mechanisms into my life, allowing me to refocus on my aspirations and dreams. Practices such as meditation, prayer, and art became crucial outlets for me, helping me manage stress and find inner peace amidst my challenges. Meditation allowed me to center myself and clear my mind during difficult moments, while prayer gave me hope and connection to something greater than myself. Art, a longstanding passion of mine, became a therapeutic practice that enabled me to express emotions I often found difficult to articulate. Through creativity, I discovered a healthy and constructive way to channel my feelings, which helped me stay grounded and focused on my goals. By prioritizing my mental health, I maintained my academic performance and continued pursuing my dreams. This commitment to self-care became a turning point in my journey, allowing me to overcome the pressures that once threatened to derail me. As I continue my journey as a future mental health professional, my mission is to help children and their families by assisting them in navigating solutions that lead to better educational, social, and emotional outcomes. I am deeply committed to addressing the stigma surrounding mental health in minority communities such as mine, where therapy is frequently misunderstood or deemed unnecessary. My goal is to educate families on the significance of mental health care and guarantee they have access to the necessary resources. By promoting early interventions and removing obstacles to mental health services, I am confident that we, as professionals working with children and overall youth, can build a future in which they have the chance to flourish and live successful and healthy lives.
    Kirk I. Woods Memorial Scholarship
    As a first-generation graduate student, I understand firsthand the challenges of navigating life with minimal economic support. Growing up in the U.S. with my mother, both of us first-generation citizens, I felt a profound cultural responsibility to succeed, especially given the difficulties we faced. Living with a single parent was never easy, but it motivated me to become the person I am, and that is from everything I have learned in life, as well as from my own upbringing. Living with a single parent was never easy, but it became one of the most formative experiences of my life. It motivated me to develop a strong sense of independence, accountability, and self-reliance. My mother, who worked tirelessly to provide for me despite the challenges of being a single parent and navigating life in a new country, was a constant source of inspiration. Watching her overcome obstacles gracefully and determined, I learned the importance of education as a pathway to stability, growth, and success. Though she could not complete her education, she always emphasized its value and instilled in me the belief that education is the key to creating change. Education has always been my priority, as my mother could not complete it alone. She often reminded me of the stark differences between the educational opportunities in the U.S. and those in her homeland of Peru, where higher education was reserved for the wealthy. Witnessing the struggles we endure, constantly moving from one apartment to another in low-income neighborhoods, motivated me to strive for success and understand and empathize with others facing similar challenges. Growing up, my mother taught me about the disparities around us and the importance of compassion, which instilled in me a profound empathy for others and an understanding of the systemic barriers that often prevent people, especially children, from reaching their full potential. These experiences have shaped my passion for mental health, particularly in the field of child psychology, where I believe early interventions can make a life-changing difference. Children growing up in low socioeconomic status (SES) environments face numerous challenges, including higher risks for early school dropout, substance abuse, and unplanned pregnancies. The absence of a robust support system can cause these children to slip through the cracks of society, making it difficult to access the resources and care they need. I know this reality too well, as I was once close to experiencing it myself. Fortunately, I had my mother's unwavering support, who constantly pushed me to strive for more than I thought possible. Her belief in me and my determination helped me overcome the many obstacles in my path. Today, I am proud to be in a master's program, happily married, and deeply committed to giving back to children and families who face the same challenges I once did. As I continue my journey, my mission is clear: to support children and their families by helping them navigate solutions leading to better educational, social, and emotional outcomes. I focus on addressing the stigma surrounding mental health in minority communities like mine, where therapy is often misunderstood or seen as unnecessary. I am determined to educate families on the importance of mental health care and to ensure that they have access to the resources they need. By advocating for early interventions, I believe we can create a future where all children have the opportunity to thrive. I look forward to using my education and experiences to make a meaningful impact in my community and beyond as I work to empower families and help children build brighter, healthier futures.
    Arnetha V. Bishop Memorial Scholarship
    Hi, I'm Tiffany Gutierrez. During my time in college, I spent a lot of time thinking about what I wanted to do with my life and ultimately decided to pursue a career in psychology. This decision felt like a natural choice for me because of my family background on my maternal side. Several members of my family have been affected by severe mental disorders that require intensive psychiatric evaluation and daily medication, and I desire to help others who are going through similar struggles. Growing up, I witnessed the impact of mental disorders on my family, which greatly affected my well-being during my childhood. When I set out to earn my bachelor's degree in fine arts, my goal was to pursue my primary aspiration at the time which was art therapy, a therapeutic profession that uses art as a means of communication and emotional exploration for patients. I was drawn to this field because of its ability to impact the well-being of individuals positively. While pursuing my degree, I decided to minor in teaching. My motivation behind this choice was to gain a deeper understanding of children's cognitive processes and how to effectively teach them artistic concepts. I recognized that the knowledge and skills I acquired through my minor in teaching would also be valuable in my future career as a therapist, as it would enable me to better connect with and guide my patients through their artistic expressions. The concept of art holds a deeply therapeutic significance for me, surpassing its role as a mere artistic pursuit. Art was my sanctuary during my childhood. It helped me escape my mother's occasional outbursts caused by financial and mental health challenges. Drawing and painting became my lifeline, allowing me to express my emotions and depict significant events. As I was getting ready to enter the master's program for art therapy, I diligently completed the mandatory psychology prerequisites. But first, I decided to work in teaching as a way to manage my student loans and make use of my college minor in art education. I was amazed to see how they used their drawings and paintings to profoundly express messages and memories. This experience opened my eyes to the broader possibilities of using art as a therapeutic tool in the psychology field, especially those involved in working with children. After much consideration, I have chosen to pursue a master's degree in psychology with a specialization in child studies. This path would enable me to expand my knowledge of child development, investigate the intricate connections between art and psychology, and provide me with the necessary expertise and abilities to support and encourage children through their creative expressions. My current position has motivated me to pursue a career as a child psychologist. The time I spend with my students has taught me valuable lessons in patience and how to view the world through their eyes. Through my teaching experiences, I had the privilege to work alongside incredible teachers and directors, brainstorming program ideas that inspire creativity and exploration in the fields of arts and sciences for all our students. Our goals aimed to create a safe and inclusive environment that encourages children from underrepresented communities to thrive through creative expression. These experiences motivated me to join initiatives that empower children and help them shape their future aspirations. I feel grateful to have been accepted into my dream Master's program, Counseling Psychology, Specializing in Children and Adolescents. Through this journey, I aim to make a meaningful impact on the lives of vulnerable and underprivileged individuals in our communities and society.
    Ethan To Scholarship
    Hello, my name is Tiffany. I am currently pursuing a master's degree in counseling psychology for children and adolescents from Azusa Pacific University. Besides my studies, I work as a preschool substitute teacher in the Los Angeles area. My passion for my job and the educational journey that led me here have significantly influenced my academic decisions. I was born in Japan and raised in Peru. In 2005, I came to the US with my mother who always supported me in pursuing my passions. As a first-generation immigrant, my mother encouraged me to pursue my dreams and higher education despite facing challenges such as the language barrier as a child and witnessing my mother's struggle with financial hardships. During my preteen years, I faced some difficulties at home and school which harmed my mental well-being. To help me cope, my school recommended and my mother arranged for me to attend therapy sessions. In these sessions, I opened up about my challenges and my therapist noticed my interest in the arts. She encouraged me to use artmaking as a therapeutic outlet, which I found very helpful. I enjoyed the miniature toys and arts and crafts given to me in the therapist's office. My mother also noticed my artistic interests and enrolled me in summer art courses. These courses not only helped me develop my skills but also provided therapeutic relief from the difficulties I experienced. Expressing complex emotions through art has always been a strength of mine. However, my struggles intensified when I was diagnosed with Dyscalculia, a learning disability that affects the understanding of mathematics. As a result, I was placed in special math courses and separated from my peers. This greatly impacted my self-esteem and made me feel intellectually inferior. Despite these challenges, I was able to pass my courses and successfully graduate high school thanks to the support of teachers and professors later on who believed in me and my determination to excel academically. During my time in community college, I encountered difficulties completing several math courses which were crucial for my desired field of psychology, owing to my Dyscalculia. This made me question whether college was the right choice for me. However, while researching careers that combined art and psychology, I saw that more careers combined both of my passions, art and psychology. I pursued my education at Otis College, which didn't require math courses for enrollment. I graduated with honors in 2021 and obtained my bachelor's degree in fine arts, bringing me immense joy. Despite the challenges I faced, I remained strong and resilient. Enrolling in Otis was the best decision I made as it allowed me to delve deeper into my artistry while also connecting with school therapists for a deeper understanding of myself. After graduating, I became a preschool substitute teacher, utilizing my minor in K-12 art education. Having worked with children for a considerable amount of time, I have realized that my true calling is to become a therapist specializing in children and teenagers. I intend to incorporate art therapy into my sessions, as it proved to be the most effective way for me to communicate during my childhood years. I firmly believe that art can be a tremendously resourceful tool for children to communicate and express messages that they may not be able to convey verbally. I feel grateful for having been accepted into a Master's program in Child Psychology and am excited to employ my skills to support children who face challenges in their journey through life.
    Trever David Clark Memorial Scholarship
    My name is Tiffany. I am inspired to work in mental health due to personal experiences. Growing up in Peru, I was exposed to mental illness, particularly paranoia, and schizophrenia, prevalent in my mother's family. My single mother's struggles often resulted in anger and depression, leading to frightening outbursts. This exposure resulted in my anxiety and depression, requiring therapy throughout my school years. My journey through mental counseling as a child deepened my depression. While some therapists were understanding and attentive, others let me sit in silence during sessions. I yearned for patience and help. I noticed a stark contrast between counselors who showed compassion and those who didn't, especially during my toughest developmental stages. During my college years, I was certain that my calling was in the field of therapy, specifically to assist those who were unable to advocate for themselves. My academic journey was not without its challenges, but my dedication to my studies remained unwavering. I grappled with depression and anxiety, both about my studies and personal life. However, I found solace in art-making, which served as a significant tool for self-therapy. While struggling with trying to pass the required courses for my major, I considered dropping out of college due to the frustration and exhaustion I felt from not succeeding. This was largely due to the lack of support I received in school because of my Individualized Education Program (IEP). However, a turning point came when I received an advertisement from Otis College of Art and Design in my mailbox. Upon visiting the college and engaging in enlightening discussions with the counselors, I found renewed motivation to persist in my educational journey. My acceptance into Otis College as an undergraduate was a moment of immense joy, something I had never anticipated. As I embarked on my journey in art school, I discovered the profound connection between art-making, material usage, and its effects on mental health. I learned how engaging in art could stimulate the mind to confront various aspects of one's life, and how self-reflective issues and past traumas could be transformed into conceptual art. This realization solidified my desire to integrate art-making into therapeutic practices. Gaining a deeper understanding of myself during therapy has been transformative. It has allowed me to reframe my past experiences, no longer viewing them as solely negative but as essential steps on the path to becoming the woman I am today. These revelations, combined with the invaluable mental health support I've received, have ignited a profound calling within me. I now envision a future where I play a pivotal role in the mental health field, particularly in helping young people navigate the challenges of life. Following the completion of my bachelor's degree, I immediately pursued courses in psychology as prerequisites to enter a master's program in behavioral sciences. Soon after successfully passing the courses, I applied to a range of universities offering programs dedicated to mental health for youth and families. I was filled with gratitude and excitement when Azusa Pacific University accepted me into the program for counseling psychology for children and adolescents. This academic transition gave me a profound sense of purpose. My determination to become a mental health professional for youth grew stronger with each passing day. This educational and personal journey has equipped me with the insights, knowledge, and resilience necessary to be a beacon of support and guidance for young individuals facing their difficulties. I aspire to serve as a mental health advocate for all youth, helping them navigate the complexities of life with empathy, understanding, and a commitment to their well-being.
    Mental Health Scholarship for Women
    Hi, I'm Tiffany Gutierrez. Education has always been important to me because it can lead to success and career opportunities. I focused on academics from public schools to college, but I had to prioritize my mental health for various reasons. During my upbringing, my single mother faced unpredictable mood swings and a history of mental health challenges within our family. Despite her difficulties and abuse, she achieved her goals through hard work and securing diverse job opportunities. I'm grateful to her for bringing us to the U.S. in the early 2000s and ensuring we became citizens—an immense accomplishment for Hispanic immigrants. Despite the challenges of frequent moves and my mother's night shifts to sustain us on a limited income, she occasionally vented her stress and depression toward me. Although her words and actions hurt, I persevered in my studies throughout school. Our relationship had its ups and downs, but the negative experiences left lasting emotional scars, driving me to seek mental health support now. In my formative years, I grappled with depression and anxiety. Despite these struggles, I excelled academically and in school performance, finding solace in my studies. However, the most impactful period was during college, when I faced both my mother's challenges and the loss of my beloved grandfather. These circumstances significantly affected my mental health, profoundly impacting my academic performance and personal life. The turning point into deep depression was when my math courses suffered due to my learning disability, Dyscalculia. This setback drastically altered my career prospects, shattering my self-esteem. Despite excelling in other subjects, the struggle with math pushed me to contemplate dropping out of college, making my dream of graduation seem unattainable. However, a pamphlet from the college where I eventually earned my bachelor's degree in fine art with arts education and community breathed new life into my aspirations. This moment marked a crucial shift, and I'm certain that had I not persevered through that dark period, my life would have taken an entirely different course. Drawing from my past experiences, I proactively sought mental health support during my undergraduate years. Recognizing the need for specialized therapy due to my family and childhood trauma, I actively sought therapists specializing in these areas. These experiences, both from childhood and in academic environments during young adulthood, propelled me towards seeking help. Presently, I'm engaged in individual therapy, and I'm actively exploring the benefits of group therapy sessions, aiming to connect with individuals who share similar experiences. Since beginning college and seeking therapy, my career aspirations have transformed. I'm now dedicated to pursuing a master's in counseling psychology, specifically focusing on children and adolescents. Concurrently, I'm proud to work as a substitute preschool teacher, gaining valuable patience and inner joy while learning alongside my students. This experience has emphasized the immense importance of mental health, particularly in my interactions with children, motivating me to prioritize my well-being for both their sake and mine. In addition to my ongoing therapy journey, both within school and in my personal and work life, I prioritize self-care. This shift has significantly enhanced my ability to focus on what truly matters, beyond the desire to please others and excel academically and professionally. When not engaged in therapy, I devote attention to my diet and daily exercise. Not only does this benefit me, but it allows me to match the energy of my students, who appreciate my active participation. Their joy brings a smile to my face, reinforcing my enthusiasm for my future career as a child therapist.
    Darclei V. McGregor Memorial Scholarship
    Hello, my name is Tiffany Gutierrez, and I am excited to announce that I have been accepted into my dream master's program. Starting in January 2024, I will be studying counseling psychology with a focus on children and adolescents. As someone who has family members diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia, I have a deep understanding of the effects mental illness has in my family, more specifically on my mother's side from Peru. My grandmother and great-grandmother were diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. They lived with the illness their entire lives without being diagnosed until later in their senior years. In Peru, mental health illnesses are often overlooked and stigmatized with labels such as "unstable" or "insane" due to a lack of awareness and education. With a lack of awareness, countless individuals in the country and Latin America are left struggling with mental health issues in isolation. I've always heard wonderful stories about my great-grandmother. She was known for her kind and caring nature and was always willing to do favors for anyone who asked. Along with owning a clothing boutique, she also cared for her many animals. However, she tended to let people take advantage of her generosity. She often provided clothes and sewing services free of charge, without asking any follow-up questions. My great-grandmother was often seen as naive and lacking self-respect by my family. They believed that she was unaware of people taking advantage of her. Unfortunately, she also became paranoid after her longtime boyfriend left her. Her experiences with her partner's infidelity increased her anxiety and paranoia connected to her schizophrenia. She couldn't shake the feeling that someone was watching her every move. Even though her ex-boyfriend had moved out and started a new life with his new girlfriend, her paranoia made her believe the woman he left her for was hiding in her home. It was not until she became elderly, that she became medically diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. Although she was a delight to many, her thoughts and fears intruded on her well-being. In contrast to my great-grandmother, who was kind and always put others before herself, my grandmother's character was anything but kind. As my mother and her sisters grew older, the schizophrenia in my grandmother also grew worse. My mother recalled how, as punishment, my grandmother had made her kneel on bottle tops. At one point, my grandma became so enraged at my mother and aunts that she beat them with a hefty acoustic guitar. Numerous other accounts of my grandmother abusing my mother, including reporting her to the police for hitting her when that was entirely false. These instances deeply traumatized them of the way they saw motherhood and womanhood. After a while, my mother and aunts could not take the abuse. At age seventeen, my mother and her younger sister left the household, leaving their eldest sister to care for my grandmother. It was not till decades after that they found out she had schizophrenia by a doctor. Her abuse and toxic personality gave my mother the impression that she was just a bad mother and not somebody suffering from a mental disorder. Her mental illness made sense for how she acted throughout her life but was never suited to be a parent. In her senior age, she believed she was being chased by somebody who was not there and being spied on by the government similar to the paranoia my great-grandmother experienced. The impact that my grandmother had on my mother and aunts was significant. They all inherited anxiety and depression through their unresolved childhood trauma, impacting their mental state in adulthood and as mothers. As my aunts and my mother became fully established women with careers and families of their own, they still held negative emotions toward their mother. The treatments given to my grandmother did not change my family’s opinion of my grandmother and still blamed her for being a bad mother to them regardless of her illness. A new toxic environment was created between my family members once they were aware of the mental illness that stemmed in the family. As my mother and aunts argued, they would bring up the topic of schizophrenia and paranoia to weaponize and belittle each other instead of taking the time to talk calmly and receive help themselves. Up to now, my family has not sought professional mental help due to fear that they inherited a mental illness. One of my childhood memories was of my mother screaming, "I am not crazy" at my aunts when they argued. I was in the room at that moment and was only four years old. Witnessing this side of my mother at such a delicate age, left me terrified and made me see her mental instability right before my eyes. Growing up with a single mother, I remember feeling like things were always uncertain and unpredictable. There were times when her behavior was erratic, and it had an impact on my development. I saw and heard things that were hard for me to process as a kid, and it left a mark on me. I felt scared most of my time at home and felt like a burden inside the home I shared with my mother. Even though my mother was aware of her behavior and toxic personality towards me, she still did not take responsibility for her actions and refused to see a professional psychologist. My mother always wanted to believe that she would be different when becoming a parent. I am grateful for the times she did the best she could under our circumstances while embedding the importance of education and supporting me through school. Sadly, we could never have a proper mother-daughter relationship due to her conflictive personality. The most impactful statement she ever said to me as a child stayed permanently in my memory. One night my mother tells me, "If you ever see me ‘change’ from one moment to another, just ignore me. Do not talk to me. Just go inside your room and do not come out." It was not till in my adulthood that I made the connection between her and bipolar disorder considering that her moods shifted from euphoric to depression and anger. However, we both will never know since she will never receive a diagnosis or mental help. While studying in college and taking psychology courses, I began to learn and differentiate stable behavior from unstable behavior, and my mother was emotionally unstable. I began to block all my mother's negative comments towards me, such as my body size, low income, and love life. I had to immediately step away for the sake of my fiancé, but most importantly, for myself. As we went through many life changes and the impact the COVID-19 pandemic inflicted on us, I was finally able to see my mother in a clear light and that was that she was mentally ill. I feel an immense achievement for making it through my development despite the challenges. Although it was difficult to hold onto hope, I found solace in my artistry and education. My passion for the arts, particularly painting, and drawing, brought positivity into my world. I am delighted to have earned a bachelor’s degree in fine arts and immersed myself in studio art while learning about art education in school districts. My life's ambition has always been to pursue a career in assisting individuals facing obstacles. Little did I know that my path would lead me to work with children from various family backgrounds. I find great satisfaction in both the educational journey and my current role as a substitute preschool teacher. I am aware that by showing great compassion and understanding in the field of assisting children, I can positively impact those who were in my shoes when I was young. I believe that every child should have the opportunity to live a fulfilling life, and for that reason, families should have access to mental health education to ensure a brighter future for their loved ones and future generations. I am thrilled to be starting my program, which will equip me with the knowledge and skills needed to assist young people in navigating life's challenges and flourishing. While I understand that the program will require a lot of effort, I am committed to doing whatever it takes to succeed. This includes reducing my work hours to fully concentrate on my studies. Additionally, I will continue to seek guidance from my therapist, especially regarding my career path and life experiences. This can be costly, but it is crucial for my mental well-being and personal growth. Nonetheless, I'm looking forward to embarking on this fulfilling journey and making a meaningful contribution to society by raising awareness of mental health issues affecting children and young adults.
    Barbie Dream House Scholarship
    Welcome to my lovely home in Shizuoka, Japan, inspired by Barbie. As a child, I looked up to Barbie as a role model of independence and the ability to achieve anything she desires. Growing up surrounded by strong women in my family, Barbie's influence was particularly significant, as she encouraged young girls to pursue their dreams and work hard to achieve their goals. My Barbie dream house is set in my birth town of Shizuoka, Japan blending both Barbie charm with traditional Japanese aesthetics, creating an appealing and harmonious environment. The Barbie-inspired Japanese home blends magenta pink with traditional architecture. The sloped roof is covered in pink ceramic tiles and the walls are a pastel shade of pink. The surrounding greenery is a stunning complement. As you enter the house, you will be greeted by a wide genkan, a typical Japanese entryway. The entrance has a mosaic floor with roses in pearl white, red, and pastel pink. Two porcelain vases with pink cherry blossoms stand on either side. It's a beautiful transition into the house. The living room has a beautiful blend of Japanese minimalism and Barbie's glamorous style. The cherry wooden floor is covered with matcha green tatami mats. The seating includes plush pink and white floor cushions and modern low-hovering couches. The focal point of the room is a low wooden table with cherry blossom motifs. The dining room has a pink bamboo chandelier, a long cinnamon-colored table with rosy placemats, and pink cushioned chairs. The bay windows offer stunning views of Mount Fuji and the Shizuoka landscape. The kitchen in this traditional home boasts a modern and minimalist design that seamlessly combines functionality and Zen elements. The floor is covered in light sand-colored ceramic tiles. The walls are lined with pastel pink cabinets adorned with rose-shaped handles, offering plenty of storage space. The state-of-the-art appliances are thoughtfully integrated into the design, balancing style, and practicality. A cozy breakfast nook with a low mocha round table and soft pink cushions is the perfect spot for sipping a cup of tea while admiring the garden view. The luxurious master bedroom is a haven of comfort and style, reflecting Barbie's exquisite taste. The bedroom features a king-sized Tomaru platform bed with white sheets and a peach-pink comforter and pillows. The caramel wooden floor is covered with light sand tatami mats. The large bay windows are draped with elegant rose-pink curtains that cascade to the floor. The ceiling has stunning bamboo chandeliers, each depicting three downward-facing rose petals. The walls are adorned with cherry blossom murals in tan and bright pink. My closet has a sliding pink wooden door that leads to a walk-in hallway. The left wall has evening dresses and office outfits, while the right wall has shoes. In the center, there's an island with drawers for accessories and shelves for handbags on the center wall. The bathroom provides a peaceful escape with a Japanese soaking tub enclosed by pink mosaic tiles. A shoji screen divides the bathing space from a makeup vanity that is stocked with a variety of beauty products such as skin care, perfumes, makeup, and accessories. Gentle lighting and a mirror bordered by delicate cherry blossom designs establish a calming atmosphere. The garden is a lush haven that seamlessly merges Japanese landscaping principles with Barbie's love for glamour and scenery. A vast koi pond with a wooden pastel pink bridge provides a serene backdrop, while carefully pruned cherry blossom trees and vibrant pink flowers infuse the space with color and beauty within the greenery and vibrant colors of yellows and surrounding the Japanese garden.