In a relieved embrace, Ms. L whispered an exasperated “thank you” through the frazzled strands of hair covering her face, moistened by her tears. Though my heart was broken, through the shards I saw my calling. As a firm predominantly specializing in divorce and affiliated with the Christian Legal Society, Monk Law Group and its staff are often confronted with conflicting legal, ethical, and personal situations. As the consultant with prospective clients, I am the first in line to brave this dichotomy. Ms. L did not want to be divorced, as she believed it was unbiblical; however, she had three days to respond to her Husband’s petition and had nowhere else to turn. As she nervously entered the conference room, she announced that she was new to this and scared. I told her I was too, as it was only my second day as the sole consultant with the firm. She laughed and a soft smile blossomed across her face, and over the next two hours, I was able to discuss the law with her, but also pray, relate, laugh, and cry with her. That day, I discovered the multi-faceted and individualistic nature of both justice and the roles of a legal professional. My passion for the law and pursuit of excellence has not gone unnoticed. I am proud to have an employment offer for an attorney position at Monk Law Group contingent upon my graduation from law school and subsequent admission into the Florida Bar. As a prospective first-generation Juris Doctor candidate, I have worked diligently to network and develop connections with legal professionals in Florida. I am honored to have discovered an opportunity to practice my faith and legal profession in conjunction with one another. This discovery reflects God's unique provision in my life as He opened a door that only He knew existed. My mother was a teen mom who set aside her dreams to raise my oldest brother, and my father dropped out of college due to financial hardship, pursuing a career as a fireman instead. My parents’ sacrificial provision for our family and perseverance through adversity both inspire and enable me to pursue my dreams. With humility and respect, I never take for granted the blessing it is to pioneer this journey toward a career in professional advocacy and legal representation. In summary and looking forward, my faith and leadership continue to be the primary unifying themes of my personal and professional growth. Beyond the experiences described hereinabove, I have been enlightened as a leader through a variety of opportunities. As a youth group intern and counselor, I studied literature on ministerial leadership that I frequently apply in my legal career and citizenship of the Western Church. As a tennis coach, I created individualized lesson plans for each of my students. As the National Honor Society President, I co-led eleven fundraising and volunteering projects. As the Chief Justice of the Student Government Association, I led Traffic Court and Student Hearing Panel proceedings. Each moment that has made me the woman I am today has prepared me for a career as an attorney, and it is a challenge I am eager to face with faith, elegance, and prowess.

In a relieved embrace, Ms. L whispered an exasperated “thank you” through the frazzled strands of hair covering her face, moistened by her tears. Though my heart was broken, through the shards I saw my calling. As a firm predominantly specializing in divorce and affiliated with the Christian Legal Society, Monk Law Group and its staff are often confronted with conflicting legal, ethical, and personal situations. As the consultant with prospective clients, I am the first in line to brave this dichotomy. Ms. L did not want to be divorced, as she believed it was unbiblical; however, she had three days to respond to her Husband’s petition and had nowhere else to turn. As she nervously entered the conference room, she announced that she was new to this and scared. I told her I was too, as it was only my second day as the sole consultant with the firm. She laughed and a soft smile blossomed across her face, and over the next two hours, I was able to discuss the law with her, but also pray, relate, laugh, and cry with her. That day, I discovered the multi-faceted and individualistic nature of both justice and the roles of a legal professional. My passion for the law and pursuit of excellence has not gone unnoticed. I am proud to have an employment offer for an attorney position at Monk Law Group contingent upon my graduation from law school and subsequent admission into the Florida Bar. As a prospective first-generation Juris Doctor candidate, I have worked diligently to network and develop connections with legal professionals in Florida. My mother was a teen mom who set aside her dreams to raise my oldest brother, and my father dropped out of college due to financial hardship, pursuing a career as a fireman instead. My parents’ sacrificial provision for our family and perseverance through adversity both inspire and enable me to pursue my dreams. With humility and respect, I never take for granted the blessing it is to pioneer this journey toward a career in professional advocacy and legal representation. Each accomplishment has coincided with the expansion of my worldview, nuanced understanding of important domestic and global issues, refined ability to conduct meaningful discourse, and enhanced comprehension of validity on all sides of divisive matters. In my senior year of undergraduate studies, I am forging a legacy by launching the first-ever speech team at Southeastern University. Working in tandem with debate, there are eleven new categories for competition that I will be coaching students through, ranging in skillsets from Persuasive Speaking to Poetry Interpretation. In summary and looking forward, leadership continues to be the primary unifying theme of my personal and professional growth. Beyond the experiences described hereinabove, I have been enlightened as a leader through a variety of opportunities. As a youth group intern and counselor, I studied literature on ministerial leadership. As a tennis coach, I created individualized lesson plans for each of my students. As the National Honor Society President, I co-led eleven fundraising and volunteering projects. As the Chief Justice of the Student Government Association, I led Traffic Court and Student Hearing Panel proceedings. Each moment that has made me the woman I am today has prepared me for a career as an attorney, and it is a challenge I am eager to face with elegance and prowess.

In a relieved embrace, Ms. L whispered an exasperated “thank you” through the frazzled strands of hair covering her face, moistened by her tears. Though my heart was broken, through the shards I saw my calling. As a firm predominantly specializing in divorce and affiliated with the Christian Legal Society, Monk Law Group and its staff are often confronted with conflicting legal, ethical, and personal situations. As the consultant with prospective clients, I am the first in line to brave this dichotomy. Ms. L did not want to be divorced, as she believed it was unbiblical; however, she had three days to respond to her Husband’s petition and had nowhere else to turn. As she nervously entered the conference room, she announced that she was new to this and scared. I told her I was too, as it was only my second day as the sole consultant with the firm. She laughed and a soft smile blossomed across her face, and over the next two hours, I was able to discuss the law with her, but also pray, relate, laugh, and cry with her. That day, I discovered the multi-faceted and individualistic nature of both justice and the roles of a legal professional. As a prospective first-generation Juris Doctor candidate, I have worked diligently to network and develop connections with legal professionals in Florida. My mother was a teen mom who set aside her dreams to raise my oldest brother, and my father dropped out of college due to financial hardship, pursuing a career as a fireman instead. My parents’ sacrificial provision for our family and perseverance through adversity both inspire and enable me to pursue my dreams. With humility and respect, I never take for granted the blessing it is to pioneer this journey toward a career in professional advocacy and legal representation. Each accomplishment I have earned has coincided with the expansion of my worldview, nuanced understanding of important domestic and global issues, refined ability to conduct meaningful discourse, and enhanced comprehension of validity on all sides of divisive matters. In my senior year of undergraduate studies, I am forging a legacy by launching the first-ever speech team at Southeastern University. Working in tandem with debate, there are eleven new categories for competition that I will be coaching students through, ranging in skillsets from Persuasive Speaking to Poetry Interpretation. In summary and looking forward, I have been enlightened as a leader through a variety of opportunities. As a youth group intern and counselor, I studied literature on ministerial leadership. As a tennis coach, I created individualized lesson plans for each of my students. As the National Honor Society President, I co-led eleven fundraising and volunteering projects. As the Chief Justice of the Student Government Association, I led Traffic Court and Student Hearing Panel proceedings. Each moment that has made me the woman I am today has prepared me for a career as an attorney, and it is a challenge I am eager to face with elegance and prowess.

In a relieved embrace, Ms. L whispered an exasperated “thank you” through the frazzled strands of hair covering her face, moistened by her tears. Though my heart was broken, through the shards I saw my calling. As a firm predominantly specializing in divorce and affiliated with the Christian Legal Society, Monk Law Group and its staff are often confronted with conflicting legal, ethical, and personal situations. As the consultant with prospective clients, I am the first in line to brave this dichotomy. Ms. L did not want to be divorced, as she believed it was unbiblical; however, she had three days to respond to her Husband’s petition and had nowhere else to turn. As she nervously entered the conference room, she announced that she was new to this and scared. I told her I was too, as it was only my second day as the sole consultant with the firm. She laughed and a soft smile blossomed across her face, and over the next two hours, I was able to discuss the law with her, but also pray, relate, laugh, and cry with her. That day, I discovered the multi-faceted and individualistic nature of both justice and the roles of a legal professional. My passion for the law and pursuit of excellence has not gone unnoticed. I am proud to have an employment offer for an attorney position at Monk Law Group contingent upon my graduation from law school and subsequent admission into the Florida Bar. As a prospective first-generation Juris Doctor candidate, I have worked diligently to network and develop connections with legal professionals in Florida. My mother was a teen mom who set aside her dreams to raise my oldest brother, and my father dropped out of college due to financial hardship, pursuing a career as a fireman instead. My parents’ sacrificial provision for our family and perseverance through adversity both inspire and enable me to pursue my dreams. With humility and respect, I never take for granted the blessing it is to pioneer this journey toward a career in professional advocacy and legal representation. Each accomplishment has coincided with the expansion of my worldview, nuanced understanding of important domestic and global issues, refined ability to conduct meaningful discourse, and enhanced comprehension of validity on all sides of divisive matters. In my senior year of undergraduate studies, I am forging a legacy by launching the first-ever speech team at Southeastern University. Working in tandem with debate, there are eleven new categories for competition that I will be coaching students through, ranging in skillsets from Persuasive Speaking to Poetry Interpretation. In summary and looking forward, leadership continues to be the primary unifying theme of my personal and professional growth. Beyond the experiences described hereinabove, I have been enlightened as a leader through a variety of opportunities. As a youth group intern and counselor, I studied literature on ministerial leadership. As a tennis coach, I created individualized lesson plans for each of my students. As the National Honor Society President, I co-led eleven fundraising and volunteering projects. As the Chief Justice of the Student Government Association, I led Traffic Court and Student Hearing Panel proceedings. Each moment that has made me the woman I am today has prepared me for a career as an attorney, and it is a challenge I am eager to face with elegance and prowess.

The words on my phone screen contorted into distant, incoherent shapes as my eyes became glossed with sharp salty tears. My heart tangibly shattered as hopelessness set in. My help may never be enough. Sean was always there. He was a grade below me, we were in youth group together, we attended the same high school, and we weren’t really friends but I was always aware of his existence. In middle school, we happened to find ourselves in a cello quintet but lost touch afterward. During my senior year, we wound up as stand partners in the orchestra where we reconnected through small talk and passing quips. One day, I shared a song on my Instagram story and he swiped up to tell me he liked that song too. We ended up DMing for hours that night about our similar music tastes. We continued texting every night for weeks, discovering a mutual love for writing. As we began exchanging pieces of writing, I noticed how thematically dark each of his was. I asked him about it and at first, he said he was just being creative, but over time he opened up about how he was truly fixated on death and despair. I tried to help him in every way I knew how, and it seemed to be working until one night he had a new piece of writing to share—his suicide note. It was one in the morning on a Wednesday night in the midst of an ice storm. School would be canceled for the rest of the week. Never in my life had I wished for school more. Sean had agreed as a last-ditch effort to come with me to a counselor’s office to discuss his mental health, but I knew every day that passed stuck in the snow was another day I’d be holding my breath hoping he doesn’t change his mind too soon. He claimed he had only written the note ‘just in case,’ but it ate at my soul like I was already losing him in slow motion. A week later, sitting in Mrs. Thomas’s office, Sean miraculously committed to weekly therapy appointments and decided to choose life, despite how hard it seemed. Sean and I are both now pursuing degrees in creative writing, he has a girlfriend and is happily in a much healthier place. This jarring experience of being emotionally hand-in-hand with a peer teetering on the fringes of life and death has left a profound impact on my life regarding the importance of proactivity in nurturing our own and each other’s mental health. Unfortunately, this awareness hasn’t come entirely secondhand. Less than 24 hours before sitting in the tiny office with Sean and Mrs. Thomas, I was sitting in my youth pastor’s office working through an addiction problem only he knew of. Less than 24 hours after sitting in that office, my beloved cat passed away from sudden cancer. My senior year had already been an insurmountable letdown, I didn't make the varsity tennis team, I didn't have many friends, I was spread too thin between my extracurricular involvement, I was coming to terms with the fact I was likely being groomed by a leader at my church, my amazing debate coach unexpectedly took a job at another school inadvertently ruining my senior season, and life was still trying to find its way back to normalcy after the COVID pandemic. Anxiety and depression underscored my high school years and became debilitating the summer after my first year away at college. Passive suicidal ideation and self-harm crept in, but I nipped them in the bud by beginning therapy, and it has tremendously helped keep me grounded in my faith in God, my career aspirations of writing and becoming an attorney, and my loving relationships with my boyfriend, parents, siblings, friends, and roommates. Unabashedly, I have become a vocal advocate through writing, collegiate speech and debate, social media, and conversationally sharing my experiences with others that there is refreshing hope and more life to live, and it is always better to reach out for help than to fight on your own. No one is ever alone in their feelings, someone is always out there to relate, listen, or help. It is also vital to check in on the ones who have checked in on you, even the strongest-seeming individuals are fighting their own battles too. Most importantly, never give up. If you find yourself unable to bear the weight of this world any longer, there is still breath in your lungs because there is a plan and purpose that hasn't come to fruition yet, and while everything seems grim now, it is exciting to grasp the inherent truth that there is something of importance in store for you ahead. God knit you in your mother's womb with intentionality, and He wants to bless you and through you, if you just hold on. If you find yourself tirelessly trying to save someone in your life, remember to take care of yourself too. Your mental health matters as well, so bringing a trusted adult or professional into the situation can not only lighten the heaviness you are experiencing but give you stronger hope on behalf of the one you're caring for. It has been four years now that I've begun wearing a semicolon necklace symbolic of the unwavering truth that there is always another breath to breathe, another step to take, another laugh to share, another hug to feel, another sunrise to watch, and another day worth living for. <3 *Names changed for anonymity

The words on my phone screen contorted into distant, incoherent shapes as my eyes became glossed with sharp salty tears. My heart tangibly shattered as hopelessness set in. My help may never be enough. Sean was always there. He was a grade below me, we were in youth group together, we attended the same high school, and we weren’t really friends but I was always aware of his existence. In middle school, we happened to find ourselves in a cello quintet but lost touch afterward. During my senior year, we wound up as stand partners in the orchestra where we reconnected through small talk and passing quips. One day, I shared a song on my Instagram story and he swiped up to tell me he liked that song too. We ended up DMing for hours that night about our similar music tastes. We continued texting every night for weeks, discovering a mutual love for writing. As we began exchanging pieces of writing, I noticed how thematically dark each of his was. I asked him about it and at first, he said he was just being creative, but over time he opened up about how he was truly fixated on death and despair. I tried to help him in every way I knew how, and it seemed to be working until one night he had a new piece of writing to share—his suicide note. It was one in the morning on a Wednesday night in the midst of an ice storm. School would be canceled for the rest of the week. Never in my life had I wished for school more. Sean had agreed as a last-ditch effort to come with me to a counselor’s office to discuss his mental health, but I knew every day that passed stuck in the snow was another day I’d be holding my breath hoping he doesn’t change his mind too soon. He claimed he had only written the note ‘just in case,’ but it ate at my soul like I was already losing him in slow motion. A week later, sitting in Mrs. Thomas’s office, Sean miraculously committed to weekly therapy appointments and decided to choose life, despite how hard it seemed. Sean and I are both now pursuing degrees in creative writing, he has a girlfriend and is happily in a much healthier place. This jarring experience of being emotionally hand-in-hand with a peer teetering on the fringes of life and death has left a profound impact on my life regarding the importance of proactivity in nurturing our own and each other’s mental health. Unfortunately, this awareness hasn’t come entirely secondhand. Less than 24 hours before sitting in the tiny office with Sean and Mrs. Thomas, I was sitting in my youth pastor’s office working through an addiction problem only he knew of. Less than 24 hours after sitting in that office, my beloved cat passed away from sudden cancer. Anxiety and depression underscored my high school years and became debilitating the summer after my first year away at college. Passive suicidal ideation and self-harm crept in, but I nipped them in the bud by beginning therapy, and it has tremendously helped keep me grounded in my faith in God, my career goals of writing and becoming an attorney, and loving relationships with my boyfriend, parents, siblings, friends, and roommates. I have become an advocate through writing and sharing my experiences with others that there is refreshing hope and more life to live, and it is always better to reach out for help than to fight alone <3 *Names changed for anonymity

Slowly easing out of bed, careful not to wake my husband, I stretch my sore legs from yesterday's tennis match, preparing them for a long day in heels where I'll spend my day representing my clients in court, cheering for my daughter in her 4th-grade talent show, and attending a women's Bible study, all before coming back to bed this evening.

Swaying in a warm embrace, my eldest half-brother and mom shared a loving dance surrounded by friends and family. Alan is often stoically unemotional and he hates being the center of attention. In preparation for the wedding ritual, he and our contrastingly hyper-emotional mother agreed to small talk through their dance and keep the tears inside. Despite his typical nature and efforts, amid their dance, he caught our mother’s eyes, leaned toward her ear, and whispered something just before melting into her as waterfalls streamed down his face and onto her silky pink dress. A salty glaze began to warp my vision as I glanced around the room, no dry eyes in sight. I imagine only a few people in that room had seen him cry before. Curiosity crept inside me a few days later as the commotion calmed, so I asked our mom what he said before breaking down in her arms. She looked at me, getting emotional just thinking of the significance of his words, then sputtered, “Thank you for having me.” My eyes welled up too knowing exactly what those words meant. Our mother was a gifted student, beautiful, intelligent, ambitious, and just beginning her undergraduate studies at nineteen years old when she discovered she was pregnant. As a young unmarried Christian girl, this brought immense shame and detriment to her life. Her parents were disappointed, she lost her friends, dropped out of college, and whimsically married her boyfriend for some sense of stability. With her future dripping down the drain, she considered getting an abortion to sweep the issue under the rug and try to revert back to her original plans. Her faith in Jesus was stronger than that temptation though, so she prayed for guidance as her life was uprooted and chose life for her unborn child. She believed life begins at conception and every life is a blessing and knitted in the womb with purpose by God our Creator. After a decade, she divorced the father of her two children, Alan and Luke. She met my dad, moved from Virginia to Missouri, and got pregnant out of wedlock again, this time with me. Faced with another tough decision, she yet again considered abortion to reduce the challenges of raising an angsty teen and wild child, moving halfway across the country, struggling to make ends meet, and figuring out co-parenting with this man she recently started dating. Luckily, her faith held strong again and I am here today as living proof of her difficult decision to value life at conception. Unfolding into a beautiful narrative of how unplanned babies have shaped our family, my parents married shortly after my conception and have been happily wed for twenty years, Alan and his wife are expecting their first child in October, Luke is living with his best friends and working in logistics for a trucking company, and I am the first traditional college student in our family, pursuing a career in law. My family was woven together due to my mother’s courageous decision to choose life. As a Christian evangelical speaker and president of my university’s debate team, I have spoken to many crowds and have continually shared my story and why it is so crucial to value every life God brings into this world.

His Forbidden Words Beautiful, That’s what he called me. Pretty, Was how he described me. Attractive, Is how he referred to me. Cute, Is how he flattered me. Perfection, Is what he compared me to. I love you, Rolled sweetly off his tongue. Platonically— of course. Inside jokes, Insider information. Jealous inquisitions, Inappropriate interrogations. Compliments, Connections. Each communicated with Caution, Precision, Ambiguity, Subtlety. He is careful, Not to let Her hear or see, The forbidden words. He’s sneaky like the night, In the brightest daylight. His charm encapsulates me, Despite my knowing better. His affirmations are like an elixir, Concocted with A taste of euphoria, A touch of seduction. A remedy, Perfectly curated To alleviate my every insecurity. Trust grows Rapidly, Like wildfire. Uncontrollable, Untamed. Boundaries erode, Lines blur, As an illicit friendship forms. The scale begins to settle, As the teetering subsides, And the imbalance fades. Somewhere along the line, I came to realize, That I am in Far over my head. Such an understanding begs the question: Is it too good to be true, Or too bad to be false?

In January, two of my close friends got married. In February, I helped a friend out of severe suicidal ideation and my lifelong pet cat died of cancer. In March, I was a bridesmaid at my brother’s wedding and started going to therapy. In April, I went to my senior prom and found a new friend group. In May, I graduated high school. In June, I had my first kiss, learned to disc golf, and worked a tumultuous week as a youth camp counselor. In July, I made the tough decision to stop going to the church I had spent my entire life attending. In August, I experienced an intimate romance, a breakup, and then moved into college halfway across the country into a suite with 8 girls. In September, I got into a new relationship and shortly thereafter experienced another breakup. In October, I went undefeated in my first college debate tournament. In November, I turned 19 and spent my first Thanksgiving away from home. In December, I came home after four months, reconnected with friends and family, and discovered my uncle is dating my middle school crush’s mom. 2022 was a year full of monumental endings, beginnings, and surprises. Despite the many highs and lows of this year, I have grown substantially. My faith in God deepened, my social anxiety dwindled, my independence bolstered, and most significantly, my self-worth was realized. Starting this year, I was afraid of my own willpower, believing I was undeserving of anything good, and thinking I wouldn’t survive even the slightest blow. It has been revolutionarily empowering persevering through more loss and change than I’ve ever endured. I now recognize my resilience. Introspection and reflection have been vital elements of my self-growth journey. Analyzing my mistakes and missteps taught me valuable life lessons. Through this process, I have learned to receive the grace of God, break out of cycles of self-doubt and shame, move on from unforeseeable changes, and set appropriate boundaries and standards. Both breakups taught me what not to do in future relationships. I used to believe I didn’t deserve true love, but after settling for less than that—twice—I realized my worth. My past mistakes didn’t demolish my value; I wasn’t damaged goods like I once believed. That recognition helped me achieve a place of forgiveness for mistakes I had been holding against myself for years. In a year where everything has seemingly changed, some integral pieces of my life remained steadily the same. My passions for philanthropic endeavors, a future law career, and academic excellence were unwavering. My religiosity was surely challenged, but even amid the church hurt, I maintained my relationship with God. My gastrointestinal health stayed intact which was miraculous considering I have undergone many tests, procedures, diagnoses, medicinal concoctions, and unfavorable symptoms. Lastly, my appreciation for my support system held strong throughout this jarring year. As 2023 approaches, I look forward to continuing my journey of self-growth. I seek to improve my physical and spiritual health by creating consistent nourishing habits. I am no longer meekly afraid and ashamed, instead, I am kicking off the new year disciplined and determined to holistically better myself!

Twentieth-century Author Rebecca West once said, “It is the soul's duty to be loyal to its own desires. It must abandon itself to its master passion.” I believe as I transition from high school to college I will be embarking on this journey, completely submitting to my passions. High school was a time of discovery where I uncovered many passions that were buried in the depths of my soul, awaiting their time to shine. College will be a time of equipping myself to fulfill the calling that each of these passions demands. Most profoundly, I am passionate about helping those in need; particularly, victims of heinous human rights violations. For this reason, I will begin pursuing a Bachelor of Science degree in Legal Studies next Fall at Southeastern University. My ultimate career goal is to become an attorney who upholds the International Humanitarian Law and prosecutes those who violate it. Additionally, I am passionate about God and spreading the gospel with everything I do. I have already preached on multiple occasions in various venues and have worked as an intern to my youth pastor, all of which have given me insight into my strengths in ministerial leadership. My youth pastor even frequently quips that I am already hired on his future pastoral staff. I would love to join his team one day and serve God through my career efforts, which is why I will be double-majoring next school year, pursuing a Bachelor of Arts degree in Biblical Studies which will fulfill my Assemblies of God ordination requirement. From there, my goal would be to become an evangelist or an associate pastor, either of which would coincide with my law career. Overall, I am eager to let passion take the wheel, steering my career in the most impactful direction!

Twentieth-century Author Rebecca West once said, “It is the soul's duty to be loyal to its own desires. It must abandon itself to its master passion.” I believe as I transition from high school to college I will be embarking on this journey, completely submitting to my passions. High school was a time of discovery where I uncovered many passions that were buried in the depths of my soul, awaiting their time to shine. College will be a time of equipping myself to fulfill the calling that each of these passions demands. Most profoundly, I am passionate about helping those in need; particularly, victims of heinous human rights violations. For this reason, I will begin pursuing a Bachelor of Science degree in Legal Studies next Fall at Southeastern University. My ultimate career goal is to become an attorney who upholds the International Humanitarian Law and prosecutes those who violate it. Additionally, I am passionate about God and spreading the gospel with everything I do. I have already preached on multiple occasions in various venues and have worked as an intern to my youth pastor, all of which have given me insight into my strengths in ministerial leadership. My youth pastor even frequently quips that I am already hired on his future pastoral staff. I would love to join his team one day and serve God through my career efforts, which is why I will be double-majoring next school year, pursuing a Bachelor of Arts degree in Biblical Studies which will fulfill my Assemblies of God ordination requirement. From there, my goal would be to become an evangelist or an associate pastor, either of which would coincide with my law career. Overall, I am eager to let passion take the wheel, steering my career in the most impactful direction!

Misdiagnoses plagued my childhood, causing constant confusion, pain, and nausea. I was eventually diagnosed with Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome (CVS) at twelve years old, and with severe lactose intolerance at fourteen years old. I missed out on many important events, school days, and even normal life activities due to my untreated illnesses. I underwent many blood tests, two colonoscopies, an endoscopy, a barium swallow exam, and nearly every variation of allergy testing that exists in the modern medical world. This traumatic underbelly of my childhood is something only a few people know about, but it has impacted my life in many profound ways. I believe this aspect of my childhood has fueled my unrelenting motivation to succeed, knowing the adversity I have overcome to get where I am today. I also believe this part of my life has left me continually grateful for everything I have been able to accomplish since receiving a proper diagnosis. When I was little, I never imagined I would be healthy enough to be a varsity athlete. I never imagined I would be healthy enough to consistently speak in front of people. I never imagined I would be healthy. I am incredibly thankful for being able to overcome this debilitating condition, but my heart still hurts for all who are currently stuck as the little girl I once was, wondering if they will ever be healthy enough to achieve their dreams. As a result, I am in the process of becoming a social media volunteer for the Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome Association (CVSA), the leading nonprofit organization conducting and distributing research on CVS. I hope that this small contribution can provide helpful resources and tips to those who are suffering just as I once did.

L.E.G.A.C.Y. Leadership Effort Gracefulness Attitude Competitiveness Yes We Can! This is what legacy has meant to me for the past four years. Every high school tennis season I have strived to uphold each aspect of our legacy acronym. I have been nominated by my teammates for each award, I have received the Attitude Award, and I have received a coach’s nomination for the Competitive Award. While these accolades are commendable and recognize the hard work I have put in on and off the court, I believe my legacy ought to extend far beyond a little marble plaque and a cheesy acronym. I hope my immediate legacy revolves around my servitude towards my community and my passion for helping others in everything I do. As president of the National Honor Society at Staley High School, I created and led a school-wide “Tape-A-Teacher” fundraiser, which raised $300 for the Make-A-Wish Foundation. I have also been a kid leader at the annual Parent’s Night Out event, planted trees with the Heartland Tree Alliance, collected items for Hillcrest Hope and the Rose Brooks Center, made goodie bags for teachers, decorated Valentine’s Day cards for nursing home residents, and led an informational booth at the annual Haunted Hallways event. Through my church, I have played the cello in the youth worship band for six years, served food and volunteered as a greeter at a women’s dinner, packaged cookies for voters in the 2020 presidential election, and have preached at various events. In my career, I aspire to be a voice of advocacy and justice for human trafficking victims and abused children. I want to be remembered for the legal action I took to protect these vulnerable individuals. “History has its eyes on me,” and it will see a selfless love for helping others.

Serving others with every skill I develop, in every hobby I enjoy, and through every activity I join has been vital to my journey in helping others. Using my passions to serve others has always been an integral part of my life. As a varsity tennis player, not only have I excelled on my high school team, but I have also annually led local elementary and middle schoolers in tennis games and instructional camps. As a dedicated cellist, I have demonstrated the cello at local elementary schools to encourage students to join their Strings program and have devoted six years to leading worship at Northland Cathedral every week. As the captain of the speech and debate team, I have dedicated weekends to judging novice tournaments to give new competitors feedback and assistance. Additionally, my role as the president of the National Honor Society chapter at Staley High School has opened doors for new service opportunities. I created and led a school-wide “Tape-A-Teacher” fundraiser, which raised $300 for the Make-A-Wish Foundation. I have also been a kid leader at the annual Parent’s Night Out event, planted trees with the Heartland Tree Alliance, collected cleaning products for Hillcrest Hope and the Rose Brooks Center, made goody bags for teachers, decorated Valentine’s Day cards for nursing home residents, and led a booth at the annual Haunted Hallways event. Furthermore, through my church, I have had countless opportunities to help others. In addition to my service in the youth worship band, I have served food and volunteered as a greeter at a women’s dinner, packaged cookies for voters in the 2020 presidential election, preached at various events, and have served as an intern to my youth pastor. I love helping others and plan to continue my life of servitude in all my future endeavors!

During a tornado watch in the dingy old youth camp chapel, I heard Bethel Music’s “Raise a Hallelujah” for the first time. Between gusts of wind, cracks of thunder, and rain leaking through the moldy ‘70s ceiling tiles, my friends and I jumped up and down singing the lyrics “I’m gonna sing, in the middle of the storm / louder and louder, you’re gonna hear my praises roar.” The irony of the literal depiction of the figurative lyrics made the song so powerful in that moment. As a devout Christian, I believe that relying on God’s grace and strength is the best way to achieve victory and longevity in every “storm” I encounter. Every time I listen to “Raise a Hallelujah,” I think of how we passed the time during the storm praising and worshipping God, shifting our focus away from the anxieties surrounding the severe weather. This experience provided clarity and conviction for me to apply this logic to other areas of my life where I get caught up in the worrisome little things opposed to trusting that God will protect me and equip me with everything I need and more. When I hear “Raise a Hallelujah,” I also think of the friends I first sang the song alongside. Unfortunately, they have since abandoned their faith. This song reminds me to pray for them, and to continue to show them love and kindness regardless of the circumstances. As a cellist in my church’s youth worship band, I have also had the opportunity to play this song when leading worship. When I witness others being encouraged by this song, it always encourages me even more. “Raise a Hallelujah” has inspired me as a Christian, friend, musician, and person. If you listen to it, I hope it inspires you too.

Serving others with every skill I develop, in every hobby I enjoy, and through every activity I join has been vital to my journey in helping others. Using my passions to serve others has always been an integral part of my life. As a varsity tennis player, not only have I excelled on my high school team, but I have also annually led local elementary and middle schoolers in tennis games and instructional camps. As a dedicated cellist, I have demonstrated the cello at local elementary schools to encourage students to join their Strings program and have devoted six years to leading worship at Northland Cathedral every week. As the captain of the speech and debate team, I have dedicated weekends to judging novice tournaments to give new competitors feedback and assistance. Additionally, my role as the president of the National Honor Society chapter at Staley High School has opened doors for new service opportunities. I created and led a school-wide “Tape-A-Teacher” fundraiser, which raised $300 for the Make-A-Wish Foundation. I have also been a kid leader at the annual Parent’s Night Out event, planted trees with the Heartland Tree Alliance, collected cleaning products for Hillcrest Hope and the Rose Brooks Center, made goody bags for teachers, decorated Valentine’s Day cards for nursing home residents, and led a booth at the annual Haunted Hallways event. Furthermore, through my church, I have had countless opportunities to help others. In addition to my service in the youth worship band, I have served food and volunteered as a greeter at a women’s dinner, packaged cookies for voters in the 2020 presidential election, preached at various events, and have served as an intern to my youth pastor. I love helping others and plan to continue my life of servitude in all my future endeavors!

Serving others with every skill I develop, in every hobby I enjoy, and through every activity I join has been vital to my journey in helping others. Using my passions to serve others has always been an integral part of my life. As a varsity tennis player, not only have I excelled on my high school team, but I have also annually led local elementary and middle schoolers in tennis games and instructional camps. As a dedicated cellist, I have demonstrated the cello at local elementary schools to encourage students to join their Strings program and have devoted six years to leading worship at Northland Cathedral every week. As the captain of the speech and debate team, I have dedicated weekends to judging novice tournaments to give new competitors feedback and assistance. Additionally, my role as the president of the National Honor Society chapter at Staley High School has opened doors for new service opportunities. I created and led a school-wide “Tape-A-Teacher” fundraiser, which raised $300 for the Make-A-Wish Foundation. I have also been a kid leader at the annual Parent’s Night Out event, planted trees with the Heartland Tree Alliance, collected cleaning products for Hillcrest Hope and the Rose Brooks Center, made goody bags for teachers, decorated Valentine’s Day cards for nursing home residents, and led a booth at the annual Haunted Hallways event. Furthermore, through my church, I have had countless opportunities to help others. In addition to my service in the youth worship band, I have served food and volunteered as a greeter at a women’s dinner, packaged cookies for voters in the 2020 presidential election, preached at various events, and have served as an intern to my youth pastor. I love helping others and plan to continue my life of servitude in all my future endeavors!

Twentieth-century Author Rebecca West once said, “It is the soul's duty to be loyal to its own desires. It must abandon itself to its master passion.” I believe as I transition from high school to college I will be embarking on this journey, completely submitting to my passions. High school was a time of discovery where I uncovered many passions that were buried in the depths of my soul, awaiting their time to shine. College will be a time of equipping myself to fulfill the calling that each of these passions demands. Most profoundly, I am passionate about helping those in need; particularly, victims of heinous human rights violations. For this reason, I will begin pursuing a Bachelor of Science degree in Legal Studies next Fall at Southeastern University. My ultimate career goal is to become an attorney who upholds the International Humanitarian Law and prosecutes those who violate it. Additionally, I am passionate about God and spreading the gospel with everything I do. I have already preached on multiple occasions in various venues and have worked as an intern to my youth pastor, all of which have given me insight into my strengths in ministerial leadership. My youth pastor even frequently quips that I am already hired on his future pastoral staff. I would love to join his team one day and serve God through my career efforts, which is why I will be double-majoring next school year, pursuing a Bachelor of Arts degree in Biblical Studies which will fulfill my Assemblies of God ordination requirement. From there, my goal would be to become an evangelist or an associate pastor, either of which would coincide with my law career. Overall, I am eager to let passion take the wheel, steering my career in the most impactful direction!

Twentieth-century Author Rebecca West once said, “It is the soul's duty to be loyal to its own desires. It must abandon itself to its master passion.” I believe as I transition from high school to college I will be embarking on this journey, completely submitting to my passions. High school was a time of discovery where I uncovered many passions that were buried in the depths of my soul, awaiting their time to shine. College will be a time of equipping myself to fulfill the calling that each of these passions demands. Most profoundly, I am passionate about helping those in need; particularly, victims of heinous human rights violations. For this reason, I will begin pursuing a Bachelor of Science degree in Legal Studies next Fall at Southeastern University. My ultimate career goal is to become an attorney who upholds the International Humanitarian Law and prosecutes those who violate it. Additionally, I am passionate about God and spreading the gospel with everything I do. I have already preached on multiple occasions in various venues and have worked as an intern to my youth pastor, all of which have given me insight into my strengths in ministerial leadership. My youth pastor even frequently quips that I am already hired on his future pastoral staff. I would love to join his team one day and serve God through my career efforts, which is why I will be double-majoring next school year, pursuing a Bachelor of Arts degree in Biblical Studies which will fulfill my Assemblies of God ordination requirement. From there, my goal would be to become an evangelist or an associate pastor, either of which would coincide with my law career. Overall, I am eager to let passion take the wheel, steering my career in the most impactful direction!

Twentieth-century Author Rebecca West once said, “It is the soul's duty to be loyal to its own desires. It must abandon itself to its master passion.” I believe as I transition from high school to college I will be embarking on this journey, completely submitting to my passions. High school was a time of discovery where I uncovered many passions that were buried in the depths of my soul, awaiting their time to shine. College will be a time of equipping myself to fulfill the calling that each of these passions demand. Most profoundly, I am passionate about helping those in need; particularly, victims of heinous human rights violations. For this reason, I will begin pursuing a Bachelor of Science degree in Legal Studies next Fall at Southeastern University. My ultimate career goal is to become an attorney who upholds the International Humanitarian Law and prosecutes those who violate it. Additionally, I am passionate about God and spreading the gospel with everything I do. I have already preached on multiple occasions in various venues and have worked as an intern to my youth pastor, all of which has given me insight to my strengths in ministerial leadership. My youth pastor even frequently quips that I am already hired on his future pastoral staff. I would love to join his team one day and serve God through my career efforts, which is why I will be double-majoring next school year, pursuing a Bachelor of Arts degree in Biblical Studies which will fulfill my Assemblies of God ordination requirement. From there, my goal would be to become an evangelist or an associate pastor, either of which would coincide with my law career. Overall, I am eager to let passion take the wheel, steering my career in the most impactful direction!

Don't let the cat out of the bag! Fear not! Smokey looks pretty comfy :)

Confined to my computer and creativity, my speech and debate career thrived amid the Coronavirus pandemic. Opposed to physically attending tirelessly long weekend tournaments, competitions were conducted online instead. Debate events were held via Zoom, while speech events became asynchronous. This was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to compete in more events, in less time. I began the 2020-2021 school year as a no-name, non-ranked debater. By the end of the school year, I had conference medals in every event I competed in, had earned fifth place in extemporaneous speaking at the MSHSAA district tournament, and best of all, fulfilled my dream of qualifying for nationals. I became the first student in Staley High School history to compete at the National Speech and Debate Tournament in congressional debate, and the second female student in Staley High School history to ever compete at the national tournament in any event. By August 2021, I was ranked 20th in the Heart of America District and was ranked 23rd in congressional debate in the state of Missouri. I attribute each of these successes entirely to the flexibility of online competition. From the comfort of my bedroom, I flourished into a fierce public speaker!

Victory was always more important than a cheesy medal or trophy. As the only girl in my elementary school's chess club, it meant proving that a girl could be just as strategic, analytical, and swift as a boy. It meant leading the way for other female chess players. Being the only girl in the chess club all those years ago laid the groundwork for the life of strong, female leadership I now lead. I have become a varsity tennis player, where I have used my mental strategy than physical skill. I have become a varsity speech and debater, where I have had to think three steps ahead before every word I say. I have become the class of 2022 National Honor Society president at my high school, where I work with my fellow female officers to lead hundreds of students in community service projects in the Kansas City metropolitan area. I have become a seasoned cellist, where I have utilized discipline and focus. I acquired each and every one of these skills through my younger years of rigorous competitive chess. I do not believe I would have achieved these goals had I not gained the invaluable skillset used in every game of chess. As for my future, I will quite easily use the tools chess has taught me. As an attorney, I will have to be analytical and strategic on a constant basis, just like chess. The compromises that occur in settlements will be much like the compromises made in chess when a knight is traded for a bishop. I will begin as a pawn, or an associate, with the hope of completing a successful journey to become a queen, or a judge. Overall, everything I have achieved and have yet to achieve can be broken down into a game of chess and can derive from the fundamental skills grown in every game. It is especially evident how chess played a major role in my confidence as a female leader and in my abilities to strategize and analyze.

I absolutely love public speaking. As a speech and debater, I usually discuss topics like increasing the minimum wage, regulation of international usage of militaristic weaponry, or whether voting ought to be mandatory or not. Contrarily, preaching a twenty minute sermon to my peers at my public high school was far out of my comfort zone. However, when a leader from the student-led HowToLife Movement reached out asking me to preach at the event, I accepted the offer. It ended up being the most fulfilling experience I’ve ever had, sharing my faith on such a large stage with my peers.