Pursuing higher education in the music industry has presented many challenges, but each has fueled my drive to succeed. As someone with a hearing impairment, I rely on Cochlear Implant technology to adapt in a sound-oriented field. My journey has required resilience, adaptability, and a deep commitment to my goals, especially as I balance academic responsibilities, internships, and leadership roles in an industry that often centers on sound. I am currently a Dean’s List student at the University of Southern California, majoring in Business Administration with a minor in Music Industry. Alongside my studies, I intern at Beach Wave Sound, where I work closely with talent scouting and artist development. Each internship has helped me strengthen my skills while navigating the unique challenges of hearing impairment. Balancing these roles with my academic commitments has taught me the importance of determination, organization, and resourcefulness. Beyond my academic pursuits, I am involved with the Disabled Music Fans Collective, where I advocate for greater accessibility within the music industry. Working with this collective has been incredibly rewarding, allowing me to connect with others who share a vision of making music more inclusive. Additionally, as the Communications Chair for Next Gem Femme’s California Chapter, I help organize events that focus on education, career development, and health for young women of color. This role has strengthened my commitment to using my career to uplift communities that often feel sidelined in the music industry. Through student-led projects like GearFest, where I serve as the Director of A&R, I am able to give young, diverse artists a platform to showcase their work. These experiences have shaped my vision for a more inclusive music industry, one where everyone, regardless of background or ability, has the opportunity to share their voice and creativity with the world. Looking forward, I hope to lead initiatives that provide underrepresented artists with support and resources, particularly those with disabilities. By pursuing a career in music industry leadership, I can champion accessibility, inclusion, and representation. I am committed to making a positive impact by using my education, skills, and passion to create an industry that values diversity, creativity, and genuine expression.

Music has been a part of my life from a young age. As a child, I found joy in singing and playing instruments, captivated by the emotions music could convey. But as I grew, I realized that my love for music went beyond the sound; it became a calling to create positive change within the industry. Today, I am determined to restore authenticity and representation in the music world by amplifying the stories of those often overlooked, especially people and women of color. Currently, I am a rising junior at the University of Southern California, majoring in Business Administration with a minor in Music Industry. My education has provided me with the skills to navigate the business side of the industry while still honoring my passion for discovering and nurturing talent. Through my work with USC’s 840 West Records, I scout, sign, and develop student artists, each bringing their unique voice to the music community. Working as an A&R representative has deepened my understanding of how much a supportive and inclusive environment can help artists thrive. Outside of school, I am actively involved in GearFest as the Director of A&R. My role involves providing young, emerging artists with resources, mentorship, and opportunities to showcase their talents. This position has been both fulfilling and eye-opening, reinforcing my commitment to supporting artists from underrepresented backgrounds. Witnessing firsthand the challenges these artists face, I’m reminded daily of the impact I can have by helping them reach audiences who resonate with their stories. If I could make one change in my community, it would be to create accessible pathways for artists and women of color to enter and thrive in the music industry. There is so much untapped talent waiting to be discovered, but these individuals often lack the support needed to succeed. My goal is to establish mentorship programs, financial resources, and educational workshops that can break down the systemic barriers these artists face. I believe that a more diverse music industry will inspire audiences everywhere, fostering connections through shared emotions and experiences. Music has impacted my life deeply, giving me a sense of purpose and a platform to champion meaningful causes. My hope is to bring diverse voices to the forefront, helping to build an industry that values authenticity over commercialism. I am excited to create lasting change in the music world by helping artists find their voice and inspiring audiences to connect with music on a deeper level.

“Happy birthday Ian!” I sang to my cousin. “Thanks G. If your singing was bad, you know I’d have to tell you”, he laughed. We spent the rest of the evening discussing birthday plans and, of course, music. My cousin and I shared a bond over our deep love for music, as Ian was an artist, who was always willing to help me evolve musically. Most people, however, knew him for his radiant, energetic personality and fascinating ability to capture any room’s attention with his impressive dance moves. Before the call ended, Ian gave me words of advice and shared how proud he was of me, leaving a smile on my face. The following morning, I was informed my cousin committed suicide late that night. Navigating the loss of my cousin Ian taught me a profound lesson about mental health’s importance and the quiet struggles many people face. I remember our last conversation, filled with laughter and plans for his birthday. Ian’s vibrant personality and ability to light up any room was a gift, and the shock of his passing weighed heavily on my heart. In the wake of his loss, I found myself grieving deeply, trying to process the overwhelming emotions while maintaining my focus on academics and life. Singing “Heaven” by Beyoncé at his celebration of life became a turning point for me. It was a way to honor Ian, connect with his spirit, and remind myself of his ever-present influence in my life. Mental wellness is not just about getting through difficult days; it’s about having the tools to build resilience, seek support, and find balance in the face of life’s challenges. Losing Ian taught me that mental health deserves attention just as much as physical health does, if not more so. I’ve learned that grief, anxiety, and sadness aren’t always visible to others, and even those who appear happy can carry deep pain. This has made me deeply committed to promoting mental health awareness and supporting those who struggle in silence. To honor Ian’s legacy, I have worked with Euphoric.777, a clothing brand that champions mental health causes, to amplify the message that “Are You Really Happy?” is more than a slogan—it’s a prompt to look beyond the surface and offer support. Wearing and promoting this brand has sparked conversations in my community, as people share their own struggles, making me realize the power of compassionate dialogue and the need for continued advocacy. At USC, I carry Ian’s memory and the lessons he left me, staying connected to his spirit through shared memories and the support of those who knew him. Through this experience, I’ve become resilient, learning to appreciate every moment and lean on my support systems when needed. To maintain my mental wellness I recognize I have to look after mental health and well-being. I talk to my dad, mom and sister regularly about my day and how I’m feeling and from time to time a therapist. Additionally, I also work out to care for my physical health and pray daily to nurture my spiritual well-being. Moving forward, I am dedicated to using my voice to reduce stigma, foster awareness, and remind others that no one should face their mental health journey alone. I know he’s watching over me with his contagious smile, while breaking out into a few dance moves, of course.

Selflessness means dedicating time and efforts to uplift others, especially when there’s no expectation of return. In my journey, giving back to my community has allowed me to embody this value. My experiences in community service and leadership roles have instilled a deep sense of purpose to create a better, more inclusive world, particularly for women of color. As Communications Chair of Next Gem Femme’s California Chapter, a mentorship program for women of color in entertainment, I’m proud to contribute to a community that has shaped my career path. Having been a mentee myself, I understand the importance of support systems and growth opportunities. In this role, I develop and implement communication strategies, facilitate recruitment, and work closely with our Social Media Manager to manage the NGF LinkedIn page. My work involves creating a sisterhood where women can thrive. By managing communication, event planning, and recruitment, I ensure the next generation of women in entertainment have the resources and mentorship they need to succeed. Our chapter’s events span across community initiatives like cleanups and fundraisers, ensuring that our impact reaches beyond just the industry. One of my most rewarding moments came from volunteering at Femme It Forward’s GiveHER Flowers Gala and the Grammy High Tea Event. At the gala, I helped set up tables for high-profile artists like SZA, Brandy, and Teyana Taylor. The experience was inspiring, as it honored groundbreaking women of color. At the Grammy High Tea, I handled VIP check-ins for artists like Summer Walker and Coco Jones. Watching these events come to life and seeing the joy they brought to attendees was deeply fulfilling. I felt like I was contributing to something bigger—acknowledging the importance of representation in the industry. These roles have taught me that selflessness is about small, consistent actions that positively impact others. My commitment to community service stems from my belief in the power of representation and inclusivity. Growing up, I rarely saw people who looked like me in the music industry, and that motivated me to create change. I understand the challenges faced by underrepresented groups, especially women of color, and that’s why I dedicate myself to opening doors for others, just as others have done for me. One personal challenge was losing my hearing in my right ear at 12, which persisted until I received a cochlear implant at 19. This journey—navigating the complexities of hearing loss—taught me perseverance and strengthened my belief in accessibility. I now work to ensure that my career provides opportunities for underrepresented individuals, and that passion fuels my selflessness. Through my work in the music industry, I hope to empower communities and break barriers for marginalized groups. In all my endeavors, I aim to embody selflessness by lifting others up and contributing to lasting change. Whether through mentorship, event planning, or volunteering at industry events, I strive to make a positive impact in every community I’m part of. Michael Rudometkin’s legacy of selflessness inspires me, and I hope to continue his mission by dedicating myself to making the world a better place through my work and service.

"Time for bed. Say your prayers," my dad would remind me every night. I would reply, "I, Gianna, can do anything I put my mind to. I can be a lawyer, a doctor, an engineer, CEO, entrepreneur, and the President of the United States. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen." My father’s unwavering belief in me has been the foundation of my dreams and ambitions, instilling in me a mindset of limitless potential. His support, however, has extended far beyond encouragement—his actions have proven his commitment to my success time and time again. When I lost hearing in my right ear at the age of 12, my father took me to every appointment, every hearing test, and every consultation about the possibility of a cochlear implant. For several years we went from doctor to doctor, searching for answers. He sat by my side during the surgery and was there when my cochlear implant was activated for the first time, allowing me to hear in my right ear again after years of silence. His presence throughout that entire journey was a constant reminder that I was never alone in my struggles. Through that experience, my father showed me what true support looks like. He went beyond the standard expectations of a parent and became my advocate, my rock, and my biggest supporter. Even today, as I pursue my degree in Business Administration with a minor in Music Industry at the University of Southern California (USC), his support remains unwavering. When I transferred to USC from a small college in Pennsylvania, some family members tried to talk me out of the opportunity by warning me of the challenges I might face. They told me I was being selfish for moving across the country, and in the midst of all the noise, my dad’s voice was the loudest, as he encouraged me to take risks and chase my dreams. He believed in me, even when others doubted, and that belief has carried me through every challenge I face. Today, I am proud to say that I am a Dean’s List scholar and an active leader both on and off campus in the music and business industries. From teaching me how to read to seeing me spread my wings at one of the most sought after universities in the country, I am honored that I am my father’s daughter. His support has allowed me to push boundaries and achieve things I never thought possible, always reminding me to strive for more. Looking back on those nightly prayers, I now realize that my words were not just hopeful affirmations. They were a reflection of the belief my father instilled in me from the very beginning. I really can do anything I put my mind to, and I owe so much of what I have accomplished to him. The Curtis Holloway Memorial Scholarship would provide crucial support as I continue my educational journey, enabling me to further develop the skills necessary for my future. With this opportunity, I can continue pushing boundaries and achieving things I never thought possible. Reflecting on those prayers, I now realize that my words were a reflection of the belief I’ve always had in myself. This scholarship will help me continue to embrace that belief and push toward even greater accomplishments.

From a young age, I have understood the importance of holding the door open for others, especially in industries where Black people are underrepresented. As a Business Administration major with a minor in Music Industry at the University of Southern California (USC), I plan to use my education to create more opportunities for Black people within the music industry—a space that has historically sidelined marginalized voices. The USC Marshall Pathways Program for Black business students opened doors for me, and now I am committed to holding those doors open for others in the business facet of the music industry, an industry I am passionate about, whether through Artist Management or A&R (Artist & Repertoire). My time at USC has already shaped how I approach the business world. Transferring in my sophomore year was life-changing, reinforcing my belief in the importance of access and community for Black students. Since then, I have actively sought roles that allow me to uplift underrepresented voices and contribute to meaningful initiatives. I serve on the treasury team for USC’s Gearfest, an annual event that showcases Black talent through performances and businesses through activations, which helped artists such as Jhene Aiko, Brent Faiyaz, Jordan Ward, and more gain traction when they were starting out in their careers. I also work on the marketing team for the annual Black Career Fair at USC, ensuring that Black students and professionals had access to career opportunities with companies such as Amazon, Live Nation, Lionsgate, Guess, and more. These experiences, combined with my coursework, have shown me the power of connecting education to action, especially when it comes to opening spaces for Black talent. In addition to my on-campus roles, my internships have played a crucial role in shaping my vision for the future. I have worked with The Stereotypes, Grammy Award-winning producers, as a Studio & A&R intern, where I saw firsthand how representation in the studio can impact the final product. As an intern at Beats by Dr. Dre, I analyzed consumer insights, learning how strategic decisions on a corporate level can either amplify or overlook Black voices. These experiences have prepared me to contribute to the industry's business side while also ensuring Black talent is both heard and empowered. One of my long-term goals is to lead an A&R department at a record label, focusing on discovering and developing underrepresented artists, especially Black talent. I also aspire to one day create my own label, where Black artists can thrive in an environment that celebrates authenticity and creativity. By amplifying Black voices and giving them the support they need to navigate the complexities of the music industry, I believe I can help reshape the narrative in a meaningful way. Beyond individual artists, I aim to impact the broader industry. By pursuing a Master of Business Administration (MBA) or a Master’s in Music Industry post-graduation, I plan to continue honing my skills so I can lead teams and departments that prioritize diversity and inclusion. In an industry where decisions are often made behind closed doors, having more Black professionals in leadership positions is essential for ensuring those doors stay open for future generations. The Edward Dorsey, Jr. Memorial Scholarship would provide crucial support as I continue my educational journey. With this scholarship, I can further develop the skills necessary to uplift Black voices in the business of music and beyond, ensuring the next generation of Black professionals is not only present but thriving in spaces where we have historically been underrepresented.

One of my most significant leadership experiences occurred during my tenure as Co-Director of Outreach for USC Reach, a social media club where I was instrumental and played a crucial role in expanding the club's presence and membership. The challenge was clear: we needed to revamp our outreach efforts to engage more students, especially as we were transitioning back to in-person activities after the pandemic. Many students had become disengaged from extracurricular activities during the lockdown, making it difficult to regain their attention. The biggest hurdle was creating content engaging that resonated with our target audience. My strategy was to leverage the skills I had developed working with influencers and marketing campaigns for brands like Steve Madden and Dr. Dennis Gross. I initiated a social media overhaul, creating visually engaging content, organizing online meetups, and collaborating with influencers to draw more attention to the club. However, I soon realized that while online engagement was important, building in-person connections would have the most lasting impact, we needed to adapt even during an unfounded pandemic. I organized a series of interactive workshops, bringing in guest speakers from the social media industry to offer hands-on learning experiences for our members. The event drew significant attention and resulted in a 30% increase in active membership. In the process, I learned the importance of adapting strategies to different platforms and needs. I also realized that leadership is about not just guiding but empowering others to contribute their ideas. Relationship building was also a key component that resulted in a cohesive and more engaged team with strong working relationships creating a foundation for success. Our team thrived because of our collaborative spirit, and I was proud to foster an environment where everyone’s voice was heard. I’ve realized having a highly engaged team who are happy to work together, combined with their passion for what they accomplish will hopefully build strong relationships that will cultivate and help any team perform at their highest level. Moving forward, I plan to apply these leadership skills to my future career in the music industry. As someone passionate about A&R and artist management, I understand that leadership will be vital in discovering new talent, advocating for and creating opportunities for underrepresented voices. The adaptability, creativity, and collaborative approach I developed with USC Reach will be essential in building a more inclusive and innovative music industry that champions diverse talent and perspectives.

Music has been an anchor throughout my life, shaping who I am and how I connect with the world. From a young age, I was drawn to the power of sound and rhythm, finding solace and expression in melodies that communicated what words could not. However, my relationship with music was tested when I began to lose hearing in my right ear at the age of twelve. What had once been a vibrant, ever-present force in my life started to fade as sounds became muffled and distant, leaving me feeling disconnected. The experience was deeply challenging—not only because of the physical loss of hearing but because I feared losing the ability to fully experience and create music. As my hearing deteriorated, I struggled to keep up with conversations, found schoolwork more difficult, and felt increasingly isolated from the people and world around me. But, even during that difficult period, I held onto my love for music. I would still play the piano, sing, and write songs, but the joy and ease of creating music weren’t the same. The constant ringing in my ears, coupled with the frustration of not hearing clearly, made me question if music would remain a part of my future. At eighteen, I received a cochlear implant, and it was a life-changing moment. It didn’t just restore my hearing; it restored my hope, my purpose, and my relationship with music. The implant reintroduced me to sounds I had forgotten, and for the first time in years, I was able to fully experience the richness of music again. The overwhelming joy of being able to hear a song clearly, to feel the vibrations of a note, and to engage with music on an emotional level made me appreciate it more than ever before. Music no longer felt like something I was losing but rather a gift I had been given back. This experience has shaped how I view music and its potential to impact the world. I know firsthand how powerful music can be, not just in entertainment but as a means of communication, connection, and healing. My goal is to make an impact on the world through a career in music by working in Artist & Repertoire (A&R), discovering talented individuals whose voices need to be heard and ensuring that music remains a platform for authenticity and inclusivity. I want to uplift the stories of people from underrepresented communities, particularly women of color and people of color, whose narratives are often sidelined in the industry. Music has the potential to unify people, and I believe that by amplifying voices that reflect diverse experiences, we can create a music industry that represents everyone. Through my career, I plan to help artists find their own voices, develop their talents, and ensure that their stories resonate with audiences worldwide. I want to make sure that the power of music—its ability to connect people and transcend boundaries—remains accessible to all, including those who may have faced challenges like I have. In doing so, I hope to contribute to an industry that is more inclusive, empowering, and reflective of the diverse world we live in. Music has given me a second chance, and I plan to use that gift to help others, ensuring that their voices are heard just as clearly as mine has been restored.

Being the only woman in the room is one thing, but being the only woman of color in the "upper rooms" of the music industry adds another layer of complexity. In studios, meetings, and internships, the sense of isolation can feel inescapable. The industry is notorious for its "boys club" mentality, and as a woman—especially a woman of color—it can feel like navigating a world built without you in mind. Prejudices exist before I even have the chance to prove myself. Add to that my hearing impairment on my right ear, which I faced at a young age, and it seemed like I was destined to face obstacles from every direction. When I lost a significant portion of my hearing, family members and friends questioned whether a career in music, a field dependent on sound, was practical. However, I refused to let their doubts define me. After receiving my cochlear implant, I regained not only my hearing but also my sense of purpose. If I could overcome physical barriers, then the challenges posed by being a minority in this industry would not stop me either. The industry may see me as an outsider, but I have learned to see myself as a trailblazer. In a space where microaggressions and prejudice are frequent, I have developed resilience that not only protects me but also challenges industry norms. I have learned to let others' negative comments bounce off me and stick onto them. I have embraced the role of being the "only one in the room" because I know I am not alone in this journey. There are women and people of color coming behind me who deserve to feel welcomed, represented, and respected in the music industry. My commitment to changing the industry's dynamic goes beyond my personal resilience. I actively combat this exclusionary culture by contributing to organizations that uplift women and underrepresented groups as a student at the University of Southern California (USC) studying Business Administration and Music Industry. Through attending the Gyrl Wonder Leadership Academy this past summer, I gained insight into navigating these barriers with grace. As an executive board for Live Nation and Femme It Forward’s Next Gem Femme California Chapter, I actively pave the way as Communications Chair, uniting young women of color in the industry to foster sisterhood in my generation and those to come. I have also helped organize USC’s Femme Fest, an all-female-run annual concert that highlights female-owned businesses and talent, with our headliner last year being Chappell Roan. To serve the Black community, I am the Treasurer of USC’s Gearfest, which amplifies Black talent in Los Angeles with headliners such as Jordan Ward, Jhene Aiko, and Brent Faiyaz. Lastly, to give back to those who have disabilities, I volunteer with Disabled Music Fans Collective, advocating for more accessible concert experiences. Contribute to initiatives that target the communities dear to my heart has been incredibly rewarding. These experiences are just the start of my long-term commitment to paving the way for women and people of color in the industry. As I work to open doors for myself, I am also committed to holding those doors open for others. While the rest of my peers who look like me continue to make their way into “the room,” I will continue holding my own and representing the communities that make me—but not for long. The music industry will get used to seeing more of us—dominating, excelling, and breaking down the industry’s walls. Soon enough, we will not just be the "only ones in the room"—instead, we will be the ones leading it.

Books have an incredible power to shape us, not only by opening our minds to new ideas but by helping us confront the mountains within ourselves. For me, that mountain was my hearing impairment. My journey through sound, silence, and ultimately hearing again has been transformative. And one book, “The Mountain is You” by Brianna Wiest, resonated with me deeply because it echoed a truth I had been living: that sometimes, we are our own biggest obstacle, and our greatest breakthroughs come from within. Before receiving my cochlear implant, my world was often silent. As someone who always loved music, dancing, and singing, not being able to fully engage with those experiences left me feeling isolated and uncertain about my future. Music is such a key part of my identity, but without being able to hear clearly, I felt disconnected from myself. I struggled in social situations, missed out on conversations, and even questioned if my dreams in the music industry were truly possible. This silence became my personal mountain. “The Mountain is You” taught me that the obstacles we face aren’t always external, but internal. Brianna Wiest’s words on self-sabotage struck a chord in me, reminding me that the way I viewed my limitations was holding me back more than the limitations themselves. My hearing impairment wasn’t something I could change, but I could change the way I responded to it. I decided that rather than letting it define me, I would use it as a source of strength. When I received my cochlear implant, it felt like I had conquered that mountain. Suddenly, the world opened up to me again—sounds I hadn’t heard in years, music that moved me deeply, and conversations with friends and family that I could finally participate in without fear of missing out. I no longer felt like I was standing on the outside looking in. With this newfound clarity, I was able to refocus on my academic and professional goals, excelling in my studies at USC and pursuing my passion for music with a sense of purpose I hadn’t had before. I now understand that growth isn’t just about overcoming physical obstacles—it’s about the emotional and mental battles we face along the way. “The Mountain is You” reminded me that we must learn to climb the mountains within ourselves, and in doing so, we unlock our potential. I have applied this lesson not only in my personal life but in how I approach my career. As someone who aims to work in A&R and artist management, I know that my ability to empathize with others, help them navigate their own challenges, and see beyond what is immediately apparent is a direct result of the inner growth I’ve experienced. Every day, I remind myself that the mountains we face are not there to stop us but to teach us. My cochlear implant gave me the gift of hearing again, but more importantly, it gave me back my confidence and drive. With every challenge, whether it’s related to my hearing or my career, I remember that the mountain isn’t the problem—it’s how I choose to climb it that matters.

As a junior studying Business Administration and Music Industry at the University of Southern California, my academic and career journey has been both challenging and transformative. At the age of 12, I received a life-changing diagnosis: “Your ear’s basically dead,” the doctor said. “There’s nothing you can do.” I went from being a girl who sang and played instruments for hours every day to struggling to hear the world around me. Simple conversations became daunting, and my ability to enjoy music, my greatest passion, was severely hampered by the high-pitched tinnitus in my right ear. My grades plummeted as I struggled to follow classroom instructions and engage in discussions. Despite these challenges, my journey took a hopeful turn when I received a cochlear implant last summer. I now use the Nucleus 8 and Kanso 2 devices, which have significantly improved my hearing. These devices allow me to stream phone calls, podcasts, shows, and music directly to my cochlear implant (CI), making day-to-day life easier while retraining my ear. With speech therapy and consistent practice, I’ve made tremendous progress. My audiologist tells me my hearing has improved tenfold, although there’s still room for improvement. Some voices remain difficult to understand, but I am confident that with continued effort, I will achieve the clarity I desire. Additionally, the implant has significantly reduced the constant ringing in my ear, relieving me of emotional and mental strain. Since the implant, I have regained my academic footing and am now a Dean’s List student at USC. Conversations have become more manageable, and most importantly, my love for music has been rekindled. This transformation has been pivotal in shaping my professional aspirations. My passion for A&R (Artist and Repertoire) has deepened as I continue my studies. I’m driven to discover new talent and tell stories that evoke deep emotions—stories of heartbreak, happiness, self-love, and resilience. Growing up with a hearing impairment has given me a unique perspective on what makes a song or artist stand out. I listen for authenticity, passion, and the ability to connect with listeners on a deeper level. Upon completing my degree, I aspire to lead a label’s A&R department or run my own music conglomerate. I plan to pursue a Master’s in Music Industry or Business Administration to deepen my understanding of the business side of the industry. I hope my story serves as a testament that there is no physical requirement for success in the music industry. While diversity is improving, I aim to help close the gap by dedicating my career to providing opportunities for underrepresented groups in the industry, such as people of color, women, and people with disabilities. My commitment to this cause is evident through my active participation in several organizations. As a member of Gearfest, a student organization dedicated to amplifying Black talent and businesses in LA, I help showcase artists like Jhene Aiko, Brent Faiyaz, and Jordan Ward. Additionally, my involvement in the Disabled Music Fans Collective, a nonprofit focused on disability advocacy and representation within the music industry, is driven by my personal experiences. I strive to ensure that concerts and music events are accessible to all, reflecting my dedication to inclusivity. As Communications Chair for Live Nation & Femme It Forward’s Next Gem Femme's California Chapter, I also promote events that uplift women of color in the business aspects of the music industry. While growing up with a hearing impairment has been challenging, it has given me a unique perspective and drive to succeed. I am committed to making a difference in the music industry, ensuring all voices are heard and celebrated.

The concept of music is commonly misconstrued. Nowadays, many people are listening to music all wrong. Music is not just about what is heard; it is about what is felt. My journey in music has taught me this lesson in a profound way. I started singing when I was five years old, my voice echoing through my home as I sang to the music of legendary artists like Amy Winehouse, Beyoncé, and Whitney Houston. As I grew older, my passion for music deepened. I picked up the piano and guitar, experimenting with different genres and finding my unique sound. However, when I turned 12, my relationship with music took a significant turn. “Your ear’s basically dead,” the doctor said. “There’s nothing you can do.” Those words changed everything. I went from being a girl who sang for hours to someone who struggled to hear the world around her. The music I loved suddenly became different—no longer something I heard, but something I felt. This experience has shaped my approach to music in a way that no formal training could. It has given me a deep appreciation for the emotional and physical aspects of music, transcending the concept and definition of music itself. As I have continued pursuing my studies in Business Administration and Music Industry at USC, I have channeled this understanding into my passion for A&R. I am drawn to discovering new talent and unearthing stories that evoke deep emotions—stories of heartbreak, happiness, self-love, and resilience. I want to dedicate my career to providing opportunities for overlooked talent and underrepresented groups in the music industry. Growing up with a hearing impairment has given me a unique perspective on what makes a song or artist stand out. I do not just listen for catchy melodies, hooks, or popular trends. Instead, I look for authenticity, passion, uniqueness, and the ability to connect with listeners on a deeper level. My commitment to this cause is reflected in my active participation in several organizations. As a member of Gearfest, a student organization dedicated to amplifying Black talent and businesses in LA, I work to showcase artists like Jhene Aiko, Brent Faiyaz, and Jordan Ward. Additionally, my involvement in the Disabled Music Fans Collective, a nonprofit focused on disability advocacy and representation within the music industry, stems from my own experiences and a desire to ensure that concerts and music events are accessible to all. Finally, my role as Communications Chair for Live Nation & Femme It Forward’s Next Gem Femme's California Chapter further allows me to promote programs that support and uplift women of color in the business aspects of the music industry. After completing my degree, I will continue creating music, working at a record label with the ultimate goal of leading an A&R department one day, or even running a music conglomerate of my own. I also plan to pursue higher education, potentially a Master’s in Music Industry, to further my understanding of the business and legal aspects of the industry. My mission is to help shape the sound of the world, ensuring that music remains a powerful and authentic art form that resonates with people on a visceral level, changing the concept of music that is commonly misconstrued, one song at a time.

“Your ear’s basically dead,” the doctor said. “There’s nothing you can do.” Those words marked the beginning of my journey as a leader. At 12, I was thrust into a world of silence, as a high-pitched ringing in my right ear put my love for music to a hault. As someone who found solace and identity in music, this sudden change was devastating. I went from being the girl who sang for hours to someone who couldn’t sleep, maintain conversations, or focus in school. The isolation I felt during this time was overwhelming—I had no one to relate to, no one who understood the struggles of being a young girl with a hearing impairment. This experience, however, planted the seed for my leadership journey. I became determined to be the support system I never had. I wanted to be that safe space, the shoulder to lean on for those who felt like outliers, who lacked a community or someone to relate to. This desire to lead with empathy and understanding led me to take on roles where I could make a tangible difference in people’s lives. At the University of Southern California, where I am majoring in Business Administration and minoring in Music Industry, I have been fortunate to take on leadership roles that allow me to uplift and support others. As a volunteer with USC’s Volunteer Center, I organize monthly events to support underserved communities, whether it’s cleaning beaches, planting trees, or serving food to those in need. I also mentor students through 826LA, helping them with interviews, resumes, and college applications. I know firsthand the power of encouragement, and I strive to be that source of support for others. My role as Communications Chair for the Next Gem Femme program under Femme It Forward has further solidified my commitment to leadership. In this position, I organize philanthropic events that unite and empower women of color in the music industry. I’m passionate about creating opportunities for those who, like me, have felt isolated or overlooked. Whether it’s in the music industry or through community service, my goal is to lead by example, showing others that they are not alone. The Strong Leaders of Tomorrow Scholarship would not only alleviate some of the financial burdens that come with pursuing my education but also empower me to continue leading with empathy and determination. With this support, I will be able to focus more on my studies and my efforts to uplift others, ensuring that no one feels as isolated as I once did. Leadership, to me, is about being there for others, creating spaces where everyone feels seen and heard, and using my experiences to inspire and guide the next generation of leaders.

“Your ear’s basically dead,” the doctor said. “There’s nothing you can do.” Those words hit hard. At 12 years old, I was forced to grapple with a hearing impairment that introduced a relentless, high-pitched ringing in my ear. I went from being the girl who sang music for hours every day to struggling to hear. Unable to sleep, maintain conversations, or focus on school, my dreams of a successful music career felt impossible. Years later, my love for music remained, and I adapted. My experience with sound shifted from being something I listened to, to something I felt. This transformation not only shaped my approach to music but also ignited a desire to help others who, like me, felt isolated or different. Last summer, I joined the Disabled Music Fans Collective, a nonprofit dedicated to making concerts more accessible for disabled fans. My continual involvement serves as my way of giving back to people I can relate to, ensuring no one feels left out of the beautiful world of music. Volunteering has become a vital part of my life, and it fuels my personal and professional aspirations. As a student at the University of Southern California, I organize monthly events to support underserved communities at USC’s Volunteer Center. My tasks range from marketing, sending emails, cleaning beaches, handing out breakfast, or decorating for volunteer programs. I also mentor students through 826LA, assisting with interviews, resumes, and college application essays. I understand the power of encouragement because I once needed it myself. My involvement with Femme It Forward’s Next Gem Femme mentorship program further inspires me to uplift others, especially women of color in the music industry. I now serve as Communications Chair for the California Chapter, organizing philanthropic events that unite and empower our sisterhood of mentees. My academic pursuits at USC, where I major in Business Administration and minor in Music Industry, reflect my commitment to bridging creativity and business in the music industry. My goal is to earn my Master of Business Administration and become an A&R (Artist & Repertoire), discovering and nurturing talent while advocating for diversity in the industry. However, in order to achieve this, financial assistance is crucial. My financial challenges sometimes limit my ability to fully immerse myself in both my studies and these vital extracurricular opportunities. I volunteer for the little girl who felt alone because of her hearing impairment. I do it for the people who feel like outliers, the communities that have been overlooked, and the students who need encouragement. With the assistance of the Schmid Memorial Scholarship, some of my financial burdens will be alleviated, and in exchange, I am confident I will create opportunities for myself and the next generation of leaders in the music industry.

I am a sophomore at the University of Southern California majoring in Business Administration and minoring in Music Industry. I plan to obtain a bachelor’s degree and earn a Master of Business Administration. My ultimate career aspiration is to become an Artist and Repertoire Director (A&R). While my journey is marked by a deep involvement in the creative side of the music industry, I am equally dedicated to mastering its administrative aspects. My long-term professional goals within the live entertainment industry encompass a multifaceted approach that combines my passion for music with my skills in business administration. Aspiring to be an A&R director, I aim to leverage my creative instincts and industry knowledge to discover, nurture, and amplify emerging talent. Furthermore, I envision myself playing a pivotal role in shaping inclusive and equitable practices within the industry, advocating for underrepresented voices such as women and fostering a culture of diversity and empowerment. I believe obtaining a college degree would allow me to make lasting professional connections and expose me to opportunities that will facilitate my ultimate career goals, as an A&R Director, singer, songwriter, and producer. My short-term goal consists of acquiring practical knowledge and skills needed for the role of an A&R. Currently employed as an Intern for The Stereotypes, Avi Kaplan, and other companies, I am immersed in various aspects of artist management and promotion, ranging from identifying promising talent to aiding artists with social media strategies. Additionally, as a mentee in the Next Gem Femme program under Femme It Forward and Live Nation, I have the privilege of learning from esteemed industry professionals like my mentor, Nicole Plantin. Under her guidance, I not only received meaningful, relatable advice as a woman in the music industry, but I have also gained access to invaluable networking opportunities within the industry. My long-term professional goals within the live entertainment industry encompass a multifaceted approach that combines my passion for music with my skills in business administration. Aspiring to be an A&R director, I aim to leverage my creative instincts and industry knowledge to discover, nurture, and amplify emerging talent. I envision myself playing a pivotal role in shaping inclusive and equitable practices within the industry, advocating for underrepresented groups such as women and fostering a culture of diversity and empowerment. Winning this scholarship will help me break through to achieve my dreams and would be a transformative milestone in my journey toward achieving my personal and professional goals within the music industry. This scholarship award will serve as a catalyst for realizing my aspirations within the music industry. By providing financial support, access to professional development opportunities, and essential resources, it will empower me to pursue my passion for music and live entertainment while making a meaningful impact within the industry.

Your ear’s basically dead”, said the doctor “... there’s nothing you can do”. That’s it? There’s this continuous, invasive high-pitched ringing in my ear and I just have to live with it? Ever since I was a young girl, I have always been classified as “different.” I was the kid who, at six years old, fell in love with music. However, what others did not know was by the age of 12, that I heard a “different” kind of music in my head. One that never ends. This kind of music, though, was high pitched and continuous ringing. I went from singing music for hours everyday to struggling to sleep, keep my grades up, maintain basic conversations, and worst of all, practice music. As a result, I started to ask myself, “How would I achieve a successful music career?” or “Can a deaf black girl make it in the music industry?”. Unable to provide answers, I felt like my dreams and confidence had plummeted to an all-time low. After visiting several doctors, receiving normal CAT scans, and yet, failing every hearing test, doctors have yet to diagnose the problem, resulting in an unclear prognosis to this constant ringing that remains today. My experience with sound shifted from aural to multi sensory, consisting of rhythmic vibrations and pulses I felt through the floor on stage from the drums, keyboards, and ukuleles. My body worked as one big ear, allowing me to navigate my way through songs, harmonize, and develop other musical skills. The hearing impairment that once affected me physically, mentally, socially, and academically, no longer has a hold on me at all. Music is more than something to be heard; it is felt, it evokes, and it connects. I am currently attending USC, with a major in Business Administration and a minor in Music Industry. My ultimate career aspiration is to become an Artist and Repertoire Director (A&R). While I am heavily involved in the creative side of the music industry, I am equally determined to master its administrative aspects. I believe my academic, extracurricular, and work experiences have provided a multifaceted preparation for this role, as I am actively working towards achieving these goals. I believe obtaining a college degree would allow me to make lasting professional connections and expose me to opportunities that will facilitate my ultimate career goals, as an A&R Director, singer, songwriter, and producer. My short-term goal consists of acquiring practical knowledge and skills needed for the role of an A&R. Currently employed as an Intern for The Stereotypes, Avi Kaplan, and other companies, I am immersed in various aspects of artist management and promotion, ranging from identifying promising talent to aiding artists with social media strategies. Additionally, as a mentee in the Next Gem Femme program under Femme It Forward and Live Nation, I have the privilege of learning from esteemed industry professionals like my mentor, Nicole Plantin. Under her guidance, I not only received meaningful, relatable advice as a woman in the music industry, but I have also gained access to invaluable networking opportunities within the industry. My long-term professional goals within the live entertainment industry encompass a multifaceted approach that combines my passion for music with my skills in business administration. Aspiring to be an A&R director, I aim to leverage my creative instincts and industry knowledge to discover, nurture, and amplify emerging talent. I envision myself playing a pivotal role in shaping inclusive and equitable practices within the industry, advocating for underrepresented groups such as women and fostering a culture of diversity and empowerment.

I have always hungered to further my knowledge, taking advantage of the opportunities to further my academic career. However, school provided me with more than a thorough education; although I often found myself to be the only Black student with a Jamaican heritage in my classes, I developed the skill of navigating and understanding the perspectives of all groups of people. My comfort in racially and ideologically diverse settings equipped me with the tools to converse with peers with varying identities and viewpoints. I want to take these skills, along with my passion for business and music, and learn how to apply them to record labels, conferences, and community events to impact society at large. As a woman of color looking to break into the business facet of the music industry, I have been using my education to gain a better understanding of the music industry and increase my confidence in my career and skills. Specifically, I am eager to continue learning how to successfully nurture emerging, minority artists and identify potential musical talent by gaining knowledge about music venues and events. Furthermore, I hope to develop new skills that will allow me to effectively manage the recording process for clients, successfully source new musical talent, and strategically plan commercial development for artists. Ultimately, I am excited to apply the skills I learn through this program to provide opportunities in the music scene for artists of color. Through the Augustus L. Harper Scholarship, I am confident that I will take important steps towards a successful career in the music industry, as I will use my education to provide value and opportunity to misrepresented groups in the industry. Education allows me to become aware of the ever-changing world around me as well as the role I can play in creating change within it. With the help of this scholarship, I look forward to strengthening my abilities, assessing opportunities, and adapting to changes that will inevitably occur over time. My unmatched passion for learning, coupled with my desire to help others and bring about change within the industry, qualifies me for the Augustus L. Harper Scholarship. Through this scholarship, I will continue to gain meaningful knowledge to help me navigate my way to not only further my career but to create change and overcome gender and racial barriers within the business. I am certain that the information I learn, the skills I gain, and the connections I make will be indispensable.

I have always hungered to further my knowledge, taking advantage of the opportunities to further my academic career. However, the school provided me with more than a thorough education; although I often found myself to be the only Black student with a Jamaican heritage in my classes, I developed the skill of navigating and understanding the perspectives of all groups of people. My comfort in racially and ideologically diverse settings equipped me with the tools to converse with peers with varying identities and viewpoints. Within my first month of transferring to the University of Southern California, I have immersed myself in the campus and LA community, attending local events and taking on lead positions in coordinating, live production, marketing, and treasury in USC’s student organizations. Through USC’s student-run record label, Black Career Fairs, and Gearfests, I have managed student artists ’ music careers, scouted black student artists for exposure, and planned events where large corporations connect with the small black community on campus. While I currently work as an A&R Intern and volunteer in the LA community to increase awareness for disabled fans at concerts, I aim to become an A&R executive at a major record label, signing and developing diverse musical talent for underrepresented groups in music such as women, minorities, and people with disabilities. I want to take these skills, along with my passions for business and music, and learn how to apply them to record labels, conferences, and community events to impact society at large. My education is equipping me with knowledge of the music business while demystifying its past, present, and future complexities. The Morgan Levine Dolan Community Service Scholarship will help me pursue meaningful opportunities to help me navigate my way to not only further my career but to create change and overcome gender and racial barriers within the industry. With the help of the Morgan Levine Dolan Community Service Scholarship, I am confident that I will achieve my professional goals and take important steps toward a successful career in the music industry. I look forward to strengthening my abilities, assessing opportunities, and adapting to changes that will inevitably occur over time. My unmatched passion for learning, coupled with my desire to help others and bring about change within the industry, qualifies me for the Morgan Levine Dolan Community Service Scholarship. I am certain that the information I learn, the skills I gain, and the connections I make with the help of this scholarship will be indispensable.

It is often misconstrued that music can only be heard, implying music can only be appreciated by those who can completely hear. However, the experience of sound is different for many, including those with all degrees of deafness. My love for music was unexpectedly tested when my right ear was suddenly overtaken by a high-pitched tone at the age of 12. I went from singing music for hours every day to struggling to sleep, keep my grades up, maintain basic conversations, and worst of all, practice music. As a result, I started to ask myself, “How would I achieve a successful music career?” or “Can a deaf black girl make it in the music industry?”. Unable to provide answers, I felt like my dreams and confidence had plummeted to an all-time low. Despite the doubts of others, I found the confidence to continue pursuing music by joining my middle school worship team. My experience with sound shifted from aural to multisensory, consisting of rhythmic vibrations and pulses I felt through the floor on stage from the drums, keyboards, and ukuleles. My body worked as one big ear, allowing me to navigate my way through songs, harmonize, and develop other musical skills. The hearing impairment that once affected me physically, mentally, socially, and academically, had no hold on me at all. I no longer view my challenges as obstacles. Instead, I embrace and view them as assets because, without them, I would not be me. Music is more than something to be heard; it is felt, it evokes, and it connects. Given my experiences, I want to ensure people facing disabilities or any form of discrimination do not question their possibilities of achieving their dreams because of a challenge. While I currently work as an A&R Intern and volunteer in the LA community to increase awareness for disabled fans at concerts, I aim to become an A&R executive at a major record label signing and developing diverse musical talent for underrepresented groups in music such as women, minorities, and people with disabilities. My USC education is preparing me through studies in the music business, talent scouting, and leadership roles. Within my first month at USC, I immersed myself in the campus community, as I support student artists’ careers through our school record label and took on leadership roles by scouting black student artists' talent and planning concerts. My unmatched passion for learning, coupled with my desire to help others and bring about change within the industry, qualifies me for the A Man Helping Women Helping Women Scholarship. With the help of this scholarship, I will be better positioned to accomplish my goals while paving the way for others within the ever-changing music industry.

I have always hungered to further my knowledge, taking advantage of the opportunities to further my academic career. However, school provided me with more than a thorough education; although I often found myself to be the only Black student with a Jamaican heritage in my classes, I developed the skill of navigating and understanding the perspectives of all groups of people. My comfort in racially and ideologically diverse settings equipped me with the tools to converse with peers with varying identities and viewpoints. I want to take these skills, along with my passions for business and music, and learn how to apply them to record labels, conferences, and community events to impact society at large. Through my education and the Kim Moon Bae Underrepresented Students Scholarship, I hope to gain a better understanding of the music industry and increase my confidence in my career and skills. Specifically, I am eager to learn how to successfully nurture emerging and established artists, gain important information about the music industry, and identify potential musical talent by gaining knowledge about music venues and events. Furthermore, I hope to develop new skills that will allow me to effectively manage the recording process for clients, successfully source new musical talent, and strategically plan commercial development for artists. Ultimately, I am excited to apply the skills I learn to provide opportunities in the music scene for artists of color. I am confident that I can take important steps towards a successful career in the music industry. With the help of the Kim Moon Bae Underrepresented Students Scholarship, I look forward to strengthening my abilities, assessing opportunities, and adapting to changes that will inevitably occur over time. I will utilize my well-rounded skills in business and music to create change within the industry. I am confident the Kim Moon Bae Underrepresented Students Scholarship can help me achieve my professional goals. I know that I will emerge skilled in talent scouting, holistically managing artists’ careers, and collaborating with others. Lastly, I hope to use my career to create opportunities for underrepresented groups in the music industry, especially women and people of color. I am eager to connect with a mentor who will allow me to reinforce and apply the skills I will learn in a real-world setting and prepare me for my career. My unmatched passion for learning, coupled with my desire to help others and bring about change within the industry, qualifies me for the Kim Moon Bae Underrepresented Students Scholarship. I am certain that the information I learn, the skills I gain, and the connections I make with the help of the Kim Moon Bae Underrepresented Students Scholarship will be indispensable.

As a sophomore at the University of Southern California majoring in Business Administration and minoring in Music Industry, I plan to obtain a solid foundation via a bachelor’s degree and earn a Master of Business Administration. My ultimate career aspiration is to become an Artist and Repertoire Director (A & R director). I believe obtaining a college degree would allow me to make lasting professional connections and expose me to opportunities that will facilitate my career goals. As an A & R director, I will utilize my well-rounded skills in business and music to create change within the industry. I am confident the Bright Lights Scholarship can help me achieve my professional goals. I know that I will emerge skilled in talent scouting, holistically managing artists’ careers, and collaborating with others. Lastly, I hope to use my career to create opportunities for underrepresented groups in the music industry, especially women and people of color. I have always hungered to further my knowledge, taking advantage of the opportunities to further my academic career. However, school provided me with more than a thorough education; although I often found myself to be the only Black student with a Jamaican heritage in my classes, I developed the skill of navigating and understanding the perspectives of all groups of people. My comfort in racially and ideologically diverse settings equipped me with the tools to converse with peers with varying identities and viewpoints. I want to take these skills, along with my passions for business and music, and learn how to apply them to record labels, conferences, and community events to impact society at large. Through my education, I am eager to learn how to successfully nurture emerging and established artists, gain important information about the music industry, and identify potential musical talent by gaining knowledge about music venues and events. Furthermore, I hope to develop new skills that will allow me to effectively manage the recording process for clients, successfully source new musical talent, and strategically plan commercial development for artists. Ultimately, I am excited to apply the skills I learn at USC to provide opportunities in the music scene for artists of color. With the help of the Bright Lights Scholarship, I look forward to strengthening my abilities, assessing opportunities, and adapting to changes that will inevitably occur over time. My unmatched passion for learning, coupled with my desire to help others and bring about change within the industry, qualifies me for the Bright Lights Scholarship. I am certain that the information I learn, skills I gain, and connections I make with the help of the Bright Lights Scholarship will be indispensable.

My name is Gianna Desdune, I am a sophomore at the University of Southern California, and I am majoring in Business Administration and minoring in Music Industry. I plan to obtain a solid foundation via a bachelor’s degree and earn a Master of Business Administration. My ultimate career aspiration is to become an Artist and Repertoire Director (A&R Director). I believe obtaining a college degree would allow me to make lasting professional connections and expose me to opportunities that will facilitate my career goals. I have always hungered to further my knowledge, taking advantage of the opportunities to further my academic career. However, school provided me with more than a thorough education; although I often found myself to be the only Black student with a Jamaican heritage in my classes, I developed the skill of navigating and understanding the perspectives of all groups of people. My comfort in racially and ideologically diverse settings equipped me with the tools to converse with peers with varying identities and viewpoints. I want to take these skills, along with my passions for business and music, and learn how to apply them to record labels, conferences, and community events to impact society at large. I am eager to learn how to successfully nurture emerging and established artists, gain important information about the music industry, and identify potential musical talent by gaining knowledge about music venues and events. Furthermore, I hope to develop new skills that will allow me to effectively manage the recording process for clients, successfully source new musical talent, and strategically plan commercial development for artists. With the assistance of The Ruebenna Greenfield Flack Scholarship, I am eager to apply the skills I learn through my education to provide opportunities in the music scene for artists of color. I look forward to strengthening my abilities, assessing opportunities, and adapting to changes that will inevitably occur over time. My unmatched passion for learning, coupled with my desire to help others and bring about change within the industry, qualifies me for The Ruebenna Greenfield Flack Scholarship. As an A&R director, I will utilize my well-rounded skills in business and music to create change within the industry. I am confident The Ruebenna Greenfield Flack Scholarship will help me achieve my professional goals and emerge skilled in talent scouting, holistically managing artists’ careers, and collaborating with others. Overall, I hope to use my career to create opportunities for underrepresented groups in the music industry, especially women and people of color. I am certain that the information I learn, skills I gain, and connections I make with the help of The Ruebenna Greenfield Flack Scholarship will be indispensable.

Picture this: a charming, mysterious bookstore manager named Joe. But wait, there's a twist - he's not your average romantic lead. In fact, he's got a penchant for eliminating anyone who stands between him and love. Intrigued yet? Welcome to the addictive world of "You," a Netflix series that's not just my favorite, but the binge-worthy obsession you never knew you needed. At first glance, "You" might seem like your run-of-the-mill psychological thriller, but let me assure you, it's so much more than that. Led by the incredibly charismatic Penn Badgley, the show introduces us to Joe Goldberg - or should I say, Jonathan? Will? Honestly, he changes his identity more often than I change my socks, but that's part of the charm! Joe is a killer with a heart, a modern-day antihero whose murderous tendencies are, dare I say, oddly endearing. The genius of "You" lies in its ability to mess with your moral compass. It's a bit like cheering for the villain in a classic fairy tale - you know he's bad news, yet you can't help but root for him. Joe's ruthless pursuit of love taps into our inner hopeless romantic, the part of us that yearns for grand gestures and whirlwind romances, no matter how twisted they might be. But don't be fooled by the romantic facade; "You" isn't just for those nursing a secret soft spot for bad boys. For thriller and mystery aficionados, this show will take you on a rollercoaster of calculated plot twists and heart-pounding suspense that'll leave you questioning your own instincts. Just when you think you've got it all figured out, "You" throws you for a loop, leaving you clutching your popcorn and screaming at the screen. And the drama, oh the drama! If you've got a nose for gossip and a thirst for scandal, "You" serves it up in spades. From stolen identities to shocking reveals, every episode is a juicy nugget of intrigue that leaves you hungry for more. It's like the show was tailor-made for those who can't resist a bit of tea-spilling and water-cooler chatter. But perhaps the most compelling reason to give "You" a shot is watching the evolution of Jonathan's character. As he navigates through the seasons, you'll find yourself sympathizing with his complicated past, understanding his motivations, and occasionally questioning your own sanity for doing so. It's a rollercoaster of emotions that leaves you simultaneously hooked and unnerved - and isn't that the hallmark of a truly great show? So, there you have it. "You" is not just a show; it's a rollercoaster ride through the psyche of a charming yet deeply disturbed individual. It's the guilty pleasure that scratches every itch you never knew you had. Whether you're a closeted hopeless romantic, a thriller junkie, or just someone who loves a good dose of drama, "You" is the series that'll keep you glued to your screen, questioning your own moral compass, and even rooting for the bad guy. So clear your weekend, grab some snacks, and prepare for a binge-watching experience that'll leave you thrilled.

Life has a way of presenting challenges that shape our character and guide our aspirations. As a passionate student studying business and music industry, I have navigated through adversity with unwavering determination, and I am committed to transforming my experiences into a beacon of hope for others. My journey, marked by personal struggles and a desire for change, has led me to the path of becoming an Artist and Repertoire (A&R) Director who champions inclusivity and empowerment. From a young age, my love for music has been my sanctuary. However, life took an unexpected turn when I began experiencing hearing loss in my right ear at the age of 12. This physical adversity became a barrier that impacted not only my ability to appreciate music but also my daily life. Battling tinnitus and the challenges that accompanied it, I found myself grappling with sleep issues, emotional turmoil, and difficulty focusing in school and maintaining basic conversations. However, these experiences ignited a fire within me to rise above my circumstances and create a more inclusive world where no one felt isolated due to their challenges. Just a month ago, I received a cochlear implant in my ear to aid the hearing in my right ear. Looking back seven years to when I first lost hearing, I was told by doctors that all hope was lost, and to simply accept my situation. This transformational step was a turning point in my life, and it reinforced my commitment to breaking down barriers for others who face adversity of any kind. As I embrace my newfound ability to hear, I am acutely aware of the responsibility I have to make a difference. My journey from hearing loss to newfound hearing has equipped me with empathy, resilience, and a profound understanding of the significance of inclusivity. My aspiration to become an A&R director is rooted in a desire to reshape the music industry into a space that reflects the diverse tapestry of talent. I am driven to create opportunities for underrepresented groups, particularly women, disabled individuals, and people of color. My vision is to amplify voices that have been marginalized for centuries, fostering an environment where creativity thrives without constraints. By nurturing emerging talent from these communities, I aim to provide them with the support and resources they need to shine. I currently help my community by volunteering at a non-profit volunteer group that provides a safe and welcoming environment for disabled fans at concerts. This endeavor, however, is just the beginning of my journey to promote awareness and inclusivity in the music industry. To further enhance the impact I will make, I am dedicated to devising solutions that empower disabled individuals in my community. One such initiative could involve collaborating with local educational institutions to establish workshops that promote awareness, understanding, and dialogue surrounding disability. Through such programs, I aim to foster an environment of acceptance and collaboration, thus diminishing the stigma that often surrounds disability. In conclusion, my journey from adversity to empowerment has fueled my ambition to revolutionize the music industry and create a more inclusive world. Through my pursuit of becoming an A&R director, I am committed to breaking down barriers, nurturing emerging talent, and providing opportunities to underrepresented groups. My vision is to instill hope, amplify voices, and foster change that resonates far beyond the music industry. Armed with the strength of my experiences and the determination to effect change, I am resolute in my mission to pave the way for a more inclusive and compassionate society.

Ever since I was a young girl, I have always been classified as “different.” I was the kid who, at six years old, practiced singing the same opera piece for hours a day. The kid who begged her piano instructor for more musical pieces after successfully playing the hardest piece in the book. However, what others did not know was that I heard a “different” kind of music in my head. One that never ends. This kind of music, though, was high-pitched and continuous ringing. The worst part was no one else could hear it but me. Many others made fun of me for my differences. I was set on leaving the school until I met one classmate. I noticed that, for months, she sat alone in every class and never spoke to others. Seeing her so isolated reminded me of myself; it reminded me of the isolation I felt when no one could relate to the high-pitched, continuous ringing in my ear. One day, I decided to sit with her during lunch and get to know her for myself. We soon discovered a shared love for music. I invited her to join the worship team and we had a blast, as we sang and created three-way harmonies together. A couple of days later, I was called to the principal’s office where I found my classmate’s mother waiting. I was awarded 10 merit points to spend on a reward. “What for?” I asked. The classmate’s mother replied, “For making my daughter feel like she finally belonged.” That day, I learned people should be celebrated for their differences, not ridiculed. Befriending my classmate taught me the importance of empathy as I strived to build connections and ensure every student felt included despite the ostracization I faced from others. I knew the feeling of isolation all too well and wanted to prevent others from ever having to experience it themselves. My desire for inclusion allowed me to extend empathy toward my classmate, demonstrating to her that she always had a friend in me. Helping others through their times of difficulty provided me with a new level of confidence, as I persevered while facing challenges of my own. Supporting my peers also allowed me to support myself, as I refused to let the doubts of others and world stereotypes limit me. I was no longer the girl with a hearing impairment who put her passions to a halt. Instead, I became the leader of my school’s worship team and directed our team to perform moving pieces. My desire to help and embrace others allowed me to embrace uniquenesses of my own, which propelled the evolution of my character as I changed mentally by learning to love myself and what I stood for. I learned it is because of my differences that I have been able to commit hours of my time to serve my community, successfully run my online business amid a global pandemic, and teach children the importance of entrepreneurship, and I’ve only just begun. I am confident that with the assistance of the Jorian Kuran Harris Helping Heart Scholarship, I will continue to make changes, embrace my uniqueness, and encourage others to do the same.

My mom and I were shopping in a store when I heard a song come in over the intercom. The lyrics went: “Learning to love yourself, it is the greatest love of all… Find your strength in love.” “How is self-love the greatest love of all?” I thought to myself. At the time I didn’t give the question too much thought, and went on about my day, singing to the radio on the drive home. I fell in love with music at the age of six and shared my passions with others by singing at events. There was nothing I loved more than music and as my confidence increased, my musical possibilities seemed endless. However, my future became uncertain when I lost hearing in my right ear at the age of 12. In June 2015, I was watching tv when my right ear was suddenly overtaken by an intense, high-pitched tone, which remains today. I found concentration, sleep, and even daily conversations difficult to maintain due to the continuous ringing in my ear. But, worst of all, I couldn’t sing, play, or listen to music. When thinking about my life before, I was struck by the words, “Find your strength in love.” My love for music motivated me to join my school’s worship team, where I developed a multisensory method to reconnect with music. My body translated the tones and tempos of instruments into vibrations that shook the ground beneath me. “The Greatest Love of All” by Whitney Houston has helped me gain the confidence I once lost, taking me on a journey of self-acceptance as I learn to love myself and the things that make me unique.

Global warming is destroying terrestrial and marine ecosystems, as well as our access to basic resources like food and water. It’s time we take this climate crisis seriously. Across land and sea, natural habitats are deteriorating. We are losing biodiversity at an alarming rate and species extinctions are happening more frequently than at any time in recorded history. According to GVI USA in 2022, between 2015 and 2020, the rate of deforestation was approximately 10 million hectares of forests per year. Not only do forests regulate the earth’s oxygen and carbon dioxide levels and seasonal weather patterns, but they are also depended on by billions of people for food, water, and livelihoods. Our oceans aren’t doing much better. Global warming has caused an increase in coral bleaching, killing ecosystems sustained by the nutrients the coral provide, including fishing grounds local communities across the world depend on. Countless marine species are endangered due to unsustainable fishing practices like overfishing and bycatch, where dolphins and turtles are caught in commercial fishing nets only to be discarded as waste. Meanwhile, pollutants like boat fuel, pesticides, fertilizer, sewage, and plastics are causing ocean dead zones, or spots where no organism can live. Even though you want to help, where should you start? Much of our electricity and heat are powered by coal, oil, and gas. As a global citizen, you can lower your heating and cooling, use energy-efficient electric appliances, wash your laundry with cold water, hang things to dry, and ride bikes. You can also eat more vegetables, shop second-hand, and repair or recycle what you can. Furthermore, you can donate your time to sustainable, community-led projects, support businesses who are climate conscious, and vote for politicians who are actively trying to make the world safer and cleaner for all.

106 days I counted on my calendar. 106 days until I turn 18. Just months away from when I take on a plethora of unwanted responsibilities on my own without someone to turn to for help with every little thing. 106 days until I experience situations where I have to take risks, avoid peer pressure, make decisions, and worst of all, pay bills. Whether I am ready or not, I am going to face these issues as I mature and grow into an adult. So, how will I prepare for this? I prepare for this with my parents, optimism, trust, and focus. My parents have gotten me this far, and it is now my responsibility to take on the rest. Focused and optimistic about my future, I trust that God has and knows what is best for me. Independence is an opportunity to explore and grow. As I approach adulthood one day at a time, I have begun to fend for myself gradually each day. From taking care of me and my sister, to earning my license and running errands, independence is something I practice every day. While some dread the thought of independence, I admire it. Independence gives me a feeling of accomplishment and fulfillment, as I know that I have what it takes to fend for myself in this world. So bring on the responsibilities, count down the days, and mark your calendars, because in 106 days, I turn 18.

A hobby is one of the most important things we could have in our lives. It is something we enjoy doing, something that expresses our emotions and brings us relief. Of all the hobbies in the world, I like listening to music. My most memorable experience with music occurred in 2010 when I watched Jackie Evancho perform “Pie Jesu” on TV. Captivated by her moving performance, I wanted to make others feel deep emotion with my voice. At the age of six, I practiced “Pie Jesu” for hours every day, and as I committed to my new craft, my relationship with music blossomed. I was extremely shy growing up and kept my new hobby a secret, only singing for my family and my favorite audience of all, my stuffed animals. However, as I dove deeper, my desire to explore music beyond my bedroom increased. I started singing to classmates and eventually advanced to talent shows, plays, and churches. There was nothing I loved more than music and as my confidence increased, my musical possibilities seemed endless. In June of 2015, I was watching TV when my ear was suddenly overtaken by an intense, high-pitched tone. Despite visiting several doctors and receiving normal CAT scans, I failed every hearing test. As a result, my diagnosis and prognosis remain unclear, and the ringing remains. The only clear information I received was when a doctor told me “my ear was dead” and that “nothing could be done.” When my ear “died,” it felt as though my dreams died with it. I went a long time without listening to or playing music. The urge became irresistible, leading me to join my school’s worship team in the sixth grade. I developed and mastered my new multisensory method to experience sound. I used the powerful, steady booming of the drums, the sounds of the keyboards, and the strumming patterns of ukuleles. My body translated the tones and tempos of each instrument into vibrations that shook the ground beneath me, helping me navigate through each song. Additionally, I taught myself how to harmonize by composing notes that were octaves above or below the tones I heard and felt as vibrations through the floor. After years of practice and determination, I finally gained the confidence I had once lost. No longer am I the painfully shy little girl that kept her dream a secret between herself and her stuffed animals, or the girl that was ashamed and criticized for her hearing impairment. I realized I was the one that held the keys to escape this aural prison. Music has taught me that a difficult situation did not guarantee the end of my dream. Having a hearing impairment does not mean that I have to be silent.

In 2009, my family’s cleaning lady, Joanne, came to my parents with a worried look on her face. She shared how her daughter had finished high school, and wanted to be an engineer like my parents. She goes on to say, “I don’t want her to be like me, making a living by cleaning peoples' houses, but I don’t know how to save or invest”. In a week’s time, I watched my parents research and suggest two mutual funds, and Joanne invested right away. Eventually, as the times changed, so did my parent’s job. My mother received a job opportunity in White Plains, which meant we had to move. On our last day with Joanne, my parents gave her their phone numbers, encouraging her to call if she ever faces a problem regarding her investments. We never received a call from her for the next 10 years. In 2021, however, my father received a call from an unknown number. It was from Joanne, who called to inform my family that her daughter is now an engineer. In fact, after paying for her education, Joanne had money left over for her daughter’s wedding. Joanne cried and thanked my parents for everything they’ve done for her and her family. I am now a 17-year-old high school student, who aspires to study business in college. As a co-owner of an online business, I have had my fair share of financial lessons, but Joanne's story has been my most important lesson of all. I grew up with Joanne and used her story as a catalyst, as she inspired me to save and invest my money during the good times in preparation for the times unseen.

“I got them all wrong” I thought to myself. Ashamed of my results, I barricaded my math homework with my arms, covering the numerous red “X”’s that seemed to engulf my paper. Trying to make sense of the situation, I remember asking my mom to help me with my math homework the night before. I knew my mom was not the most analytical person, but I had no one else to turn to. Not only was I a third grader who absolutely hated long division, but I lived in a single parent household. With a lack of resources such as tutoring or academic programs, I always felt less supported than my peers. My mom was always working, and my sister and I never saw her often; I was lucky to catch a quick conversation with her when she went from one shift to the next, let alone ask for help with my homework. Yet, assignment after assignment, I could not understand my math curriculum. My teacher, who had noticed my grades, spoke with me after class to help get to the bottom of the situation. From that day forward, my teacher and I worked on math every day after school. I admired my teacher for taking the time to help me with my work when no one else was available to help me. At first, math was challenging and made me feel like I wanted to give up. However, my teacher continued to encourage me, and my grades reflected the time and effort we put in. As I got the hang of my lessons, math became my favorite class, and at the end of the year, I received an award for being the most improved student. Over the years, I blossomed from a third grader who struggled with math to a high school senior excelling in AP Calculus. Coming from a single parent household has taught me that I am not alone. Rather than being defined by my circumstances, I used it as a catalyst to becoming an A student. As I navigated my way through my educational journey, I experienced the importance of learning from the mistakes made along the way rather than being embarrassed by them. The lessons I learned about my character in third grade are lessons that have carried me through elementary and beyond. My educational journey is one that will never end, as it is a journey that spurs constant growth and development within me. I plan to continue giving back to my community through my work as a camp counselor in a low-income community. During my four years as a camp counselor, I observed a couple of scholars were not at the same learning level as their peers. I saw myself in these scholars, who longed for inclusivity and academic succession like their friends. While gaining a better understanding of the scholars, I was able to implement engaging learning activities. I started a Saturday Zoom book club where we read selected books based on their interests. The scholars were challenged to read the books and join my Saturday sessions dressed as their favorite character using materials found in their homes. I will continue to participate in the academic enrichment programs, where I can educate and encourage children to continue to work hard, even in the face of their challenges.

My name is Gianna Desdune and I am a junior in high school. I have a passion for music; it serves as my escape when the world around me is in chaos and it allows me to express myself in ways conventional speech cannot. However, I have not been able to pursue my dreams to the best ability because there are no music schools, clubs, and activities in my area. Despite these things, I will not let my lack of resources stand in the way of achieving my goals. I remain focused on learning about music and making music of my own as a singer, producer, and songwriter. I also write songs and post singing videos on TikTok, to put myself out there. To help further my music career, I plan to apply to Berklee College of Music, as well as other music schools during my senior year. Berklee will expose me to the industry and help me acquire the opportunities I never had, which will help me grow as an artist and musician. To prepare myself for college, I am scheduled to take Berklee’s summer programs online, which will align with the majors of my interest. I will not let anything hinder me from accomplishing my goals. Music has helped me become the best person I can be, and I want to make music that will inspire others to do the same.

The pandemic has caused the world to feel uncertain and afraid. During these times of uncertainty, people tend to turn to something as an escape. My escape is music, a passion of mine that started at an early age. I was extremely shy growing up, and music broke me out of my shell. My dad played music everywhere he went, which introduced me to Whitney Houston, Amy Winehouse, Jazmine Sullivan, and other incredible artists. I quickly fell in love with music, because it gives me an unexplainable feeling of fulfillment. Music is the soundtrack to my life’s adventures, and it serves as an escape when the world around me is in chaos. I started writing songs in eighth grade, which inspired me to become an artist. I am focused on making music that will uplift and motivate others, which is what I believe the world needs during these unprecedented times. I want people to turn to my music as their escape. Music has brought me out of my shell, and I want my music to do the same for others. My listeners will feel confident when listening to my music, and hopefully, they will spread love and confidence to others. Music has helped me become the best person I can be, and I want my music to inspire others to do the same. Although the world is experiencing a moment of uncertainty, my music can bring clarity and love to the lives and futures of many. Music has changed my life, and I will use my music to change the lives of others.

Many things in life come with a price, and sometimes, it can hinder someone from pursuing their passion. My passion for music started at a young age; I’ve always wanted to play instruments and use my musical talents to produce, sing, and write songs. I want to create music that will change, unite, and inspire the world. However, my passion is being hindered by a large obstacle, expenses. If money was not an issue, I would build an in-home studio with instruments and studio equipment, which will help me explore and pursue my career. I would also attend my dream school, Berklee College of Music, which would educate and prepare me for my career in the music industry. Berklee can open tremendous doors for me and my music career, and I would use those opportunities to create new ones for others. I would provide my musical family and friends with equipment and travel the world to share my music. I would travel the world to provide people with equipment, teach others about music, and do anything I can to help others pursue their passions. Hopefully, my thoughts of kindness will soon become a reality. Having big dreams and goals in life can also come with big expenses, which is why I plan to take away the financial obstacles that hinder people from pursuing their passions. I would use my time building my musical career and the careers of others. Without the issue of money, I can help other people explore their talents and chase their dreams.

Growing up, I’ve always been taught about Christ and who He is. I have been blessed with a Christian family, a handful of them being pastors or Archbishops. My family’s large role in the church has given me many responsibilities. I lead by example and encourage other children to learn about Christ. When the Sunday School teacher asked me what I know about the Bible, I would proudly recite all 66 books of the Bible, but knowing every individual book doesn’t mean I know Christ individually. My perfect church attendance meant nothing if I didn't have a relationship with Jesus. I wasn’t living for Christ the way that I should have been, so at the age of eleven, I gave my life to Christ, and it's the best decision I’ve ever made. I am now 16 and my relationship with Christ continues to grow every day. Jesus has become my best friend; I can cast my burdens at His feet because He takes care of me. Jesus has answered my prayers and has opened doors for me, just like He said He would. I am so grateful to serve such a loving, merciful God. He has never failed me. Words can’t describe the feeling I get when I spend time with Jesus and feel His presence, it's like I never want to leave. I truly cannot imagine my life with Jesus, He has changed my life.

Music is my best friend. Although it sounds strange, music has played a role typically fulfilled by a person, rather than melodies and lyrics. I first met music at the age of six. We were introduced to each other through Jackie Evancho’s cover of “Pie Jesu” on the Oprah Winfrey Show. After watching Evancho perform, I was deeply moved and inspired to sing. I practiced the piece for hours a day. From that moment on, music quickly became a part of my daily routine, whether it was through belting out the lyrics to “Pie Jesu” or listening to the audio version around my house. A few years later, I would come to face one of the darkest times of my life; I was battling depression and anxiety at the age of 13. During times of dismay, I brought my worries to God through prayer and devotion. I played Gospel music every time I prayed, and would often fall asleep in the comforting presence of God. One night, I picked a random playlist and began to pray. While praying, “Pie Jesu'' happened to be one of the songs on the playlist. I instantly recognized the song and felt like I had been reunited with an old friend. As a child, I never took the time to listen to the lyrics, but this time, I listened to every word. The song talks about Jesus and how He has taken away the sins of the world, so that we may have everlasting life. I was brought to tears by the overwhelming amount of joy and hope I received from the song. It reminded me that the pain and suffering I may be enduring at the moment will not last forever. “Pie Jesu” was the song that sparked my love for music. It served as encouragement during the most trying times of my life. Most importantly, the song strengthened my relationship with God, which has molded me into the person I am today. Music has been there for me in ways no one else has; in return, I aspire to be a music producer and songwriter. I plan to make music that will motivate others to keep fighting or be what music has always been to me, a best friend.

During times of distress, I like to decompress by spending time with God. One of my favorite ways of worshipping Jesus is through singing songs of praise. To go along with my worship, I curated a 12-track playlist of songs that ignite a spiritual fire within my soul. This playlist is about the strong, loving relationship that Christians have with God. My inspirational playlist glorifies God and encourages me to pray without ceasing. Music is my comfort; it gives me a voice and puts my mind at ease.