Music not only juts drove me to become motivated or have background sounds while I study, it was a learning experience to feel the different types of music that drives a certain feeling you get when something you enjoy is wonderful, and precious. People always ask me "what would you do if music was never a part of you", those sort of questions give me the realization how much I really like music, any type of music there is I can live with, because there performed as art, the emotion that drive from the soothing melodies, to the rock hard medal, to the loving experience the music artist has been through. They drive all of us to just kick back while we see the world listening to a song we enjoy that lets us "Hear" the world differently. One of my favorite songs was "As it was" By Harry styles, his type of music give a different meaning of what true love is, in all my life in order for a song to dig further from your expectation can be one of a kind best things to ever have about someone, and music isn't just about playing instruments but sounds too. Wherever we go we always are non stop listening to music, the rain, the birds, the cars, the wind, everywhere and if the world would just go quiet all of a sudden that would be a world where no one exist. Life is compelled of sound, to be a different approach in express how one feel about themselves through a sound that connects to others, getting up in the morning to keep trying my day, music just takes you to a journey and frankly I don't think we can live without it. The right music requiere the right moments, whenever i felt sad or depressed like the world was just weighing me down I can always depend on my friend and family to help, but most importantly music can be a well treatment to help with low energy days. Looking back to my life could just seme as a big achievement where I serve in this earth and every time I do ther has never been a memory where the sound of my favorite music is there with me to help sooth my guidance into the unknown. So I highly suggest what is your reason of affection to music, why do you love it, because sooner enough it will be defined something way different and rightfully important.

People always say to have a great career you need to be in college to find better jobs to make money, have a fancy house, or live happy but thats not what I wanted to think about for college. My high school is an advance educational district with many opportunities for kids of all kind, so there classes are a bit extreme to take which could have lead more into my anxiety of trying to be this perfect A student my parents wanted me to be. But it was just not the case at all, the struggles I had to get through passing my test to keep my grades up was a mess, time management has never been easy, and I could never catch a break to the point my family and friends notice something weird about me. I always knew this was too much but never considered to stop, until on the day of my exam was tomorrow I had a acking pain through my body all the way from my heart, I didn't know what was happening to me, am I freaking out, do I need to stop, it got to where I stared to feel pain and fear for my life. I've just had my 1st Anxiety attack. At the time I didn't even know what an anxiety attack is so I just assume the worse and though it was a real heart attack but when I told my parents and close teachers about what I've experience through they told me everything, supported me, help me feel better, and assuring me its ok that Im not that perfect student for them they just wanted to see me grow to my dreams. Crazy how life works like that. And form that day on my educational life has changed for the better than I could have even imagine it being. The drive I was getting to feel like I have a chance at making to college was incredible, I finally was not afraid to ask for help on getting started. College is a big deal to me, once I leave high school I'l basically finish my entire 12 years of education because I consider college as a career to take rather then just some school you're forced to go. Deep where all the bad memories lie in my mind I will always fear what happen that day, but more glad that It showed me we can face our anxiety to better understand ourselves when we need to ask for help. And what my anxiety affects where , was what I though college wanted me to be.